babymabey
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I have been trying to keep myself occupied and not worrying so much about the babies. I have an ultrasound on Friday at 1:30pm EST. Tomorrow I'm going to go house hunting with hubby. Hopefully we can find a new house. Wednesday is my 28th birthday! We are going out for dinner and I am having coffee (decaf) with a friend of mind. Thursday I have a session with my psychologist and Friday is the day. I just gotta keep positive. It's so hard not to feel anxious.
I've been going pretty crazy with worry as well, especially the last 24 hours or so. I have my next ultrasound tomorrow afternoon, but I just want to know so badly RIGHT NOW that everything is alright. We didn't see a heart beat last time (they said it was too early) but there was about 8 days of growth that had happened in just 6 days,so that's good, right? What's going on in there 2 weeks later???? I am so ready to know if this is for real or not.
It's almost like this on edge feeling I had during ttc will never go away until I have a baby in my arms. I'm still expecting blood every time I go to the bathroom.. I figure it must be a good sign that I haven't spotted or anything yet, right?? I guess I just need to calm down and wait it out.... 24 hours and thirty minutes until my mind can be put at ease!
It's also my 28th birthday this week (friday!) I hope you have a happy birthday and are able to relax enough to enjoy it... just think, for your 29th you'll have two screaming babies to have to take care of!
Happy birthday you two. I also check for blood every time I go to the bathroom, which had me freaking out today because I had some pink cm discharge. It only happened a couple of times but it scared the crap out of me. After some research I found it is actually quite common to have a little bit around 7 and 8 weeks, it just means the bean in burrowing farther into the uterus to make room for the placenta.
I have to agree with you, the worry won't disappear until we are holding the baby in our arms.