Mo: I'm really really sorry that this cycle was another no go for you
I can't imagine how draining it must be, going through it every month through a clinic & taking clomid etc to try and get pregnant
Really hoping that your next cycle is the one - and that there's no need for IVF
I agree with Caite - What song do you think you'll play? My two favourites for ttc at the moment are ellie goulding - "how long will i love you", and bryan adams "when you love someone" - They're both about partners - but i like to think its the same situation and often play them thinking about my "baby to be". hope you enjoy your vacation
Villagevoice: I don't think its naivety thinking it will happen again - I prefer to call it optimism, positive thinking - because it WILL happen somehow or rather -and I really hope that its not a long journey for you
I get that you havent told many people in your personal life - I'm only 21, so I haven't told many people either. A lot of my friends and family will throw the, "your only young" and I'm sooooo sick of it hahaa!
Caite: My mum always benefits from mothers day where it is in nz - coz its always no longer than a week from her birthday. Same with my dad and fathers day - they're only ever days apart too in september. So it's like double whammy for them. To answer your question about my mum knowing - she's not the only person who knows no
. I've got 2 friends who know up to date whats happening, one who lives 7 hours away - and one who lives pretty close. But another friend who knows, but not fully if that makes sense. I probably wouldn't have told my mum - but we'd had an argument the day before about my graduation - and so we had a big heart to heart and in my sadness "needing my mum" moment - it kind of just came out lol! She doesnt know i have been trying, just that i will be trying. Then we both ignored it for a day or two, and then we just got talking about medications like clomid etc - and researching natural supplements etc; and she has been really supportive actually. We managed to find out that there is ways to get prescribed clomid without needing a gynecologist - so thats my next port of call next week. Asking and talking to my GP and if they don't help, i will be asking for a referral to either a free gynecologist OR I'll be changing my dr - many people have recommended a specific drs nearby, and apparently she is incredibly understanding - so if my gp judges, doesnt listen etc - ill be changing
Hopefully I've covered everything! No real updates here, just waiting for next week really - GP appointment and then "ovulation"
[provided if i do ovulate, and when hahaha]