Anyone LTTTC Number One?

[Feisty Fidget]

Feisty, I had the same thing happen yesterday. I am a part of a secret group for infertility on FB. I posted about waking up to AF yesterday morning only 9DPO after my first Femara Cycle while taking progesterone, and that it was a hard day. And not even 20 minutes later, this other woman posts that she got a BFP. My heart literally sank into my stomach. I have a hard time watching people get BFPs without getting very sad about the fact that its not me.

It is normal to feel this way My friend hit the nail on the head yesterday when I told her I was not about to have a breakdown over the news; 'You be however you need to be'. Makes me feel less guilty

 

[J_Lynn]

What are the names of some secret fb groups for if? I can't ever find any - and would freakin love to be part of a good one.

 

[ESwemba84]

I'm on the Operation Hope one, but its a local group. I know Resolve might have one.

 

[4magpies]

Do you girls mind if I join in?

xx

 

[Feisty Fidget]

Becca Would love to have you here Yay another one of the old gang to stop me feeling like such a veteran

 

[4magpies]

Haha. There's not many of us left anymore is there which is a good thing I guess?!

Hopefully we get to graduate at sometime. Hope everyone is having a nice Sunday.

xxx

 

[J_Lynn]

Graduating from the LTTTC group would almost be sad. But, at the same time ........ lol

 

[cntrygrl]

J-Lynn Am I reading that right did you get a BFP yesterday? Congrats!!!!!!

 

[J_Lynn]

I did!!! Last night, I started peeing on everything that I could find that would give me two lines lol I was going to wait until this morning but I cracked last night and took some tests and sure enough - there was two lines on all of them. This morning I had to do it again because I was thinking last night was a dream. I'm going to the dr tonight after work, I have to get blood drawn and a progesterone shot - no more vaginal progesterone. Then I have to go back on Thursday and get blood drawn again and get a plan of action set up. He said I may as well get ready for lots of blood draws because he needs to stay on top of everything that is going on with me since as of right now I will be a high risk pregnancy. Which is scary, but I have sooooo much faith in my doctor so I know he's going to do whatever he needs to do.

 

[cntrygrl]

That is wonderful that your doctor is keeping a close eye on you. Congrats again

 

[Ella_Hopeful]

Congrats J_Lynn! H&H 9 months... hope you're starting a trend

 

[J_Lynn]

Thank you ladies I hope it starts a trend too - I always want to be a trend setter LOL

 

[4magpies]

Oh that's great new. Congrats.

xxx

 

[ickle pand]

Congrats J Lynn! Great news.

 

[Tella]

Huge congrats j lynn!!!!! hope we all follow you shortly!

 

[Feisty Fidget]

Congrats J Lynn Can I ask why you're classed as high risk?

 

[J_Lynn]

As far as I understand its because of my inability to make progesterone on my own and he says with my PCOS he monitors all his pregnant women as "high risk" through the first Tri because of the potential complications. That's how I understood it anyway.

I just got my progesterone shot, now I'm waiting for them print out the blood test results for me

 

[J_Lynn]

I am on cd26, an my HCg level is 42 - is that ok? I have to come back Thursday so they said we really need to see what my HCg does between now and then. Ugh now I'm nervous now - but I am definitely pregnant!

 

[ickle pand]

They're more looking for your levels to double in 48 hours than a specific number, since they can't tell exactly when implantation happened. Fingers crossed for 84!

 

[TLB1986]

My DH and I have been TTC for 4 years. We have never had a BFP. I had a laparoscopy in January. They found a small amount of endometriosis is my right tube with some scar tissue. It was all removed and they said with in three months we should fall pregnant. It's been six months now... My DH refuses to get tested. It's been a very frustrating experience so far. It makes me so sad and depressed every month when we get the BFN. I'm hoping this month will be the one. We have a date for IVF in January in Cancun. Going to give our selves six more months of trying naturally. How do you ladies deal with all the stress and disappointment? I find it so difficult. I'm so glad that I found this site. At the moment it's the only thing giving me hope. My DH want's children but it seems like he isn't wanting to go the extra mile, every month that we get a BFN he is very quick to blame me. Saying it's my fault that we didn't do it on the right day... He doesn't get that with out knowing how his sperm is I'm just guessing it's bad and doing what they suggest (sex every second day). Sorry for ranting. It's just so frustrating.

Send prayers for a sticky bean this month!