I did Clomid for two cycles (I believe it was the lowest dose) about 10 mos. ago. I'm thinking about trying it again next cycle. Do you know how many cycles you can take Clomid? I wonder if my doc will okay it. Surely he will because I haven't had it in forever.
Okay, I'm feeling a little angry and upset right now, so ladies, please bear with me.
I am so tired of feeling rejected from my husband. This is nothing new. He never wants to have sex-EVER! I wrote a thread about this a month ago, and various BnB women offered up some advice/encouragement. I've tried being more loving. I've tried giving compliments. I've tried doing nice things for him. And I told him how frustrated and hurt I was last cycle!!! Now, here we go again with this cycle. All he does is play on his phone, watch TV, or work. I know with work, he has no control over that. He is a hard worker and does everything he can to be successful...AT WORK! At home, I'm lucky if I get a full conversation. This morning, I kept hugging and kissing him in bed...nothing. I gave hints throughout the day that I was "ready for action." I even told him that I have EWCM and light pain on my left side/ovary. And he knows what that means because we've been through Natural Family Planning together. Still nothing, and to top it off, he went in an hour early, without being asked (and he's salary, so extra hours doesn't mean extra money). I guess I know he doesn't want sex, and that, no matter what, hurts the most. It's not even necessarily about having a baby. I just want to be close to him. I would even take being cuddled or kissed every now and then.
Sorry for the rant. I know my husband works hard to provide for us (and I work, also). I know he loves me and our kids. I know there's not much I can do to change anything. So, I guess I better start coping with the facts. And that's another reason why I hate Clomid because we don't have sex enough for it to work, and the side effects, for me, are horrible. Here's hoping our BD the other day was good enough. I'm glad I have you ladies to vent to. I feel a little better already
Bottom line: I love my husband, and I appreciate all that he does for us. I really shouldn't be complaining. And I'm not going to push him later because he will be tired from work.