You two ate very brave going for baby number 2. I remember how nerve wrecking the whole pregnancy was. Fingers crossed it all goes well, we didn't have a heartbeat that early on either. I am in the thick of trying to keep a 10 week old happy and alive. We love Coraline to pieces, and there are times when I think I will miss her cute baby cuddles, but other times she cries nonstop aND I feel like I have no clue what to do. I don't think I can do it a second time. We are teriffied of SIDS, and permanently traumatized by her not breathing for 45 seconds when she was born. DH gets super stressed and nervous about every little thing. We are thiking of maybe fostering a child an then adopting when Coraline is 5 years or so. Of course the child would have to be past the baby stage. I am just not as brave as other moms with more than one child. Of course if DH wanted another and could handle it, I might have tried, but I can't, and don't want to do it without him. I have thought a lot about adoption before I finally got pregnant with Coraline, but it's hard to close the door on a possible future pregnancy. We love kids, but we aren't cut out for babies, I know it sounds bad, but it's true :/