April bfp....please!

[jzgrace]

I really don't think its gas even though I'm gassy too. You?

 

[1stladyD]

Yes, I plan to wait it out ad long as I can. I will scream if I see another bfn.Beend trying for 9 mnths

 

[jzgrace]

Oh do you have low fever? Mine was 99.8 today.

 

[1stladyD]

Had has never done me like this,so doubt it's gas

 

[jzgrace]

I know I hate the b-blahblah I don't even like typing it !! If I see that after all these things going on I'm going to admit myself to the phsyc ward! No , I seriously will ball my eyes out and not want to go anywhere for a while. I've only been TTC for this cycle. But have had some near misses. And every time I was distrought . What methods have you used TTC? I check cm/cp and time DTD.

 

[1stladyD]

Same temp today doc says it's gas tho

 

[jzgrace]

Doc doesn't know because its way too early to know anything yet. It will be really funny when you go in there in a few days and test positive. I hope they didn't try to give you any harmful meds for "gas"

 

[1stladyD]

My phone w ad lagging real bad, all better better now ! I have feeling that I am cause my back has never hurt so bad in my life

 

[jzgrace]

I really think I am too . you just know your body, and when you "feel different" I just really hate this waiting thing! I am scared to test. But I wanna know!

 

[1stladyD]

I wish I could just wait until a month from now and then just know for sure,but my anxiety will not let that happen. When r u going to test

 

[Mommylion]

So I'm think you're both pregnant. I remember having the burning cramp and low back pains and headaches. Even this cycle. I don't want to get your hopes up or anything but were all in the same boat. I know it's tmi but are your nipples darker? Mine changes colors 3-4 days after I thought I od then the cramps then the cervix twinges. Plus don't you guys feel bloated?! I'm hoping for BFPS for everyone!

 

[jzgrace]

I'm thinking about the 9dpo mark. But that's only if my symptoms keep going this way. I have panic and anxiety disorder, and its always brought on by emotions. So I'm gonna try to do what keeps me calm and wait it out as long as I can. We do have a lot of the same symptoms. Funny thing huh?

 

[Mommylion]

It is funny lol. I suffer from anxiety as well. I hope you can stay calm so ill stop instigating nervousness.

Does your DH get any of your symptoms last time? Mines over her complaining I'm giving him food cravings. This man has never eaten mustard in his life but the past few days he's been putting it on everything! It's cracking me up!

 

[jzgrace]

Mommylion: now that you say something... I had to check. Its kinda dark in my room. By the light of my tablet they kinda do. But I can tell they are bigger for sure! I've had a slight headache for a few days. But I do usually get those, only I usually get migraines. That crampy thing was weird. Kinda warm,burning , "contracting" type it almost felt like it wasn't gonna stop. Like if it got anymore intense I would rush to the hospital. And the twingey pains pinched feeling in real low back.I got that tonight for the first time. I could honestly say "I'm sure I'm pregnant, and if not then something is seriously wrong within my whole body"

 

[jzgrace]

No,no its fine. Talking about it is great! Its want helps me. Dh even said "I'm glad ur on there talking to girls who you relate to" so even he can see its helping. It will be bad if ....well you know. I don't want to type it. And the other day I freaked. My dad went in to spinal fusion surgery and I called my step mom over and over , no answer for an your. And the last I talked to her he had gotten out of surgery and they were waiting for him to wake up. So I asked her how she was and she said"I'll be better when he wakes up and I can talk to him. Last I heard for 3 hours then I tried calling for an hour ...nothing so I could tell I was going into a panic attack, so I called my mom, and by the time she answered I as scream talking trying to tell her what was going on and with every word I said the screams got louder and louder. She's one of the only people that can talk me down out of it. Other wise I need meds.

 

[jzgrace]

It is funny lol. I suffer from anxiety as well. I hope you can stay calm so ill stop instigating nervousness.

Does your DH get any of your symptoms last time? Mines over her complaining I'm giving him food cravings. This man has never eaten mustard in his life but the past few days he's been putting it on everything! It's cracking me up!

Oh thats funny!! My older two are from previous relationship, so he doesn't know yet ,My dh is an empath so he has been feeling funny the past few days!! I haven't told him how positive I am about this. I want it to be a surprise when I show him the test. He has been eating soooo many sweets though he just craves it , he ate a donut and a cup cake for breakfast yesterday and then he felt like puking!well he's in for it (empath) I'm gonna laugh so hard cause I get morning sickness so bad. My poor dh!

 

[Mommylion]

We can absolutely relate! I want to add you on fb if you have one.

I strongly believe in a woman's inner voice. When you know you just know! I knew with my first and I know this time so I'm not worried yes it would be bad if IT happened but I have no worries.

I'm sorry to hear about your dad. I'm glad surgery went good though. That's really great your mom can talk you down! My hubby is that person for me. I freak out real bad in crowds I can't have people in my personal space and the idiots of Walmart have no appreciation of personal space. I get real loud and aggressive. There's been a few times I just left a full cart in the store and went home. It's gotten a lot worse since I quit smoking. I've been contemplating going to the doctor but we didn't have health insurance until the first of this month.
And stress is over exaggerated which isn't good because I'm a perfectionist and if I can't get it right I have an anxiety attack.

 

[jzgrace]

I'm soooo bloated! Its either a baby or I ate too much lol!

 

[Mommylion]

It is funny lol. I suffer from anxiety as well. I hope you can stay calm so ill stop instigating nervousness.

Does your DH get any of your symptoms last time? Mines over her complaining I'm giving him food cravings. This man has never eaten mustard in his life but the past few days he's been putting it on everything! It's cracking me up!

Oh thats funny!! My older two are from previous relationship, so he doesn't know yet ,My dh is an empath so he has been feeling funny the past few days!! I haven't told him how positive I am about this. I want it to be a surprise when I show him the test. He has been eating soooo many sweets though he just craves it , he ate a donut and a cup cake for breakfast yesterday and then he felt like puking!well he's in for it (empath) I'm gonna laugh so hard cause I get morning sickness so bad. My poor dh!

Haha poor guy!! I never got MS thank god but DH did every day for the first three months. It started a week before I tested. Oh my god sweets! That sounds so good right now with a huge glass of milk!! I think it's sweet when they empathize with us. It shows how much they love us!

 

[jzgrace]

I'm the same I hate crowded places too! If there are a lot of people in the store I won't want to go in. Even the gas station I will sit in the car and make dh go in. Or in like resteraunts, forget it! Oh my gosh the only time I EVER went to a black Friday sale was the last time. I freaked out! I feel like if there are too many people, you smell their smells and that drives me crazy cause I won't be able or WANT to breathe. Lol I'm serious. I don't have a Facebook I deleted it cause my exes family is insane crazy. They even stalk my dh on YouTube.