April bfp....please!

[Mommylion]

Oh I know it's almost like you can TASTE some of them! I hear you about having crazy ex families! We can stay in touch on here

 

[Mommylion]

I'm gonna head to bed talk to you ladies tomorrow!

 

[Sharris]

Hi Ladies, mind if I join you all?

 

[Mummy to be x]

Hi sharris welcome, of course you may join.

How are we all today ladies? It's 10am here and I've just woken up, I feel great for that lay in

 

[yellowduck]

Hello sharris, welcome hope you get your bfp!

Well, I'm 6dpo, a bit cramps, but this is completely normal for me pre AF. No unusual symptoms at all.

 

[Mummy to be x]

Fx Hun!! When is your AF due?

 

[yellowduck]

Fx Hun!! When is your AF due?

Ah thanks mummy to be!
AF is due sometime between this Friday and Monday.I've been tracking my cycles for about 18 months now and it's weird because up until ttc I had a 12 day leutal phase, but since ttc it's been 13, 14 and 15. It's getting longer and I keep getting my hopes up each month but then AF arrives!
How about you?

 

[Sharris]

Thanks for the welcome ladies! It's 5:40 am here, dh and I are headed to bed... I have no idea what's going on, I'm on CD 50 now, longest of the past 22 tracked cycles, my last cycle was 2.15-2.18 and according to ff app I was fertile the whole week before 2.15, which I don't even understand... According to various tickers, I'm CD14 of 35?? I looked on the webmd calculator, and it says af was due to arrive 3.22 it shows me coming up to my fertile window for April already?

 

[Mummy to be x]

Wow Shari's that sounds really confusing, have you done a pregnancy test ?

Yellow duck - AF for me is due around 23rd, preying it doesn't arrive! How long have you been TTC?

 

[Sharris]

Mummy, yes, I took two on CD 48, one after holding for three hours, and the other after 'sleeping ' for about 5 hours.. I saw nothing, on either. However, I posted them on the pg test area,, and a couple ladies said they saw something... :/ They were both answer brand, so dh took me to the store last night, I got 3 of the 88¢ ones, and a box of frer I think (dh is asleep and I don't want to wake him by opening the bag or I would just look real quick lol) thread of the tests I took: https://babyandbump.momtastic.com/p...e-true-again-answer-brand-dpo-result-neg.html

 

[yellowduck]

Sharris, I hope you get AF soon then so you can start afresh! (Or actually I hope you get a bfp late! )

We've only been ttc our first baby for 4 cycles, 5 months. I know that's not very long compared to other ladies, but it seems to happen first month for EVERYONE else

How long have you been ttc? You already have a little one right?

Sharris how long have you been ttc? Your first?

 

[Mummy to be x]

I have a three year old yes, took me five cycles to conceive her, then I had a loss last month but we conceived that baby second cycle. It's frustrating i know but you will get there

 

[Mummy to be x]

Sharris I can't see anything on that test Hun

 

[Sharris]

We've been ttc relaxed mode for 2 years now, dh just found out he's an uncle for the first time on his dad's side, two people I went to high school with are expecting, my cousin is, and I know at least 6 more that are pregnant or just gave birth... My best friend (I call her banana lmao) is prego with her 3rd unexpected baby, and told me last night she feels bad cuz she knows how heart wrenching it can be for some couples to struggle with ttc.. but that's why I her neither of us has children, this would be our first. I just turned 29, dh turned 30 last Dec.

 

[Sharris]

Thanks mummy, I didn't either, and thought I was just blind! I'm trying to not let out get to me, if af comes boooooooooo, I'll just use the new tests next month lol... I figure I'll use them even if I do get a bfp, cuz I'm just not convinced it's meant to be any more :/ however, I'm still young, and all for bd! Dh and I don't want to feel like we 'made' it happen, at least not yet? Does that make sense?

 

[Mummy to be x]

It's so hard when people close to us fall pregnant isn't it ? yes that totally makes sense but don't give up hope, your both still young. Keep posotive Hun!!

 

[Sharris]

Yes it can, Thanks a bunch for understanding! I have to try to get some sleep lol, dh gets aggravated when I don't get enough I'll be back in a few hours, I like you ladies

 

[yellowduck]

I have a three year old yes, took me five cycles to conceive her, then I had a loss last month but we conceived that baby second cycle. It's frustrating i know but you will get there

So sorry to hear about your loss I've heard that you're more fertile after a loss so hopefully this month it will happen for you!

 

[yellowduck]

We've been ttc relaxed mode for 2 years now, dh just found out he's an uncle for the first time on his dad's side, two people I went to high school with are expecting, my cousin is, and I know at least 6 more that are pregnant or just gave birth... My best friend (I call her banana lmao) is prego with her 3rd unexpected baby, and told me last night she feels bad cuz she knows how heart wrenching it can be for some couples to struggle with ttc.. but that's why I her neither of us has children, this would be our first. I just turned 29, dh turned 30 last Dec.

I hope this is your month, you deserve it more than me.

I'm 34, I worry that I'm getting too old, but deep down I know I have a few more years in me!

 

[Sharris]

I don't feel I 'deserve it' anymore than any of you ladies who haven't been super lucky! I apparently am not going to sleep... I just realized my cousin's shower is at 1, I haven't gotten her a thing yet, and it's going to be a 30 min drive there and back :/ I normally would be over the moon, but recently, I feel like she just... I don't know the proper word... wishes to God that I'd leave her alone? I mean I have not gotten so much as a minute long conversation out of her in over 2 years.. when I contacted her for her address for my wedding, I had to get big sis to get it for me.. and I can't remember if she even came... I also don't remember her asking for MY address for her shower, which tells me her sis is throwing it...true her big sis and I are so close in age, we played a lot when we were kids, and she didn't want her baby sis to bug her, I didn't mind, but it seems as though she hates me.. at my grandmothers funeral several years ago, she hardly looked at me, when she did I swear she thought I was crazy I didn't want to go at first, but I think her sis is throwing it, so I'm attenfing for her (is that horrible?) as the baby was a surprise, not only that, I have seen almost nothing but complaints on her fb " #asbigasahouse, #sofat, #ihavenoankles, #(I'm annoyed now) and after she found out she was prego, he proposed (I'm severely old fashioned, and it irks me to know how she was raised, and I guess I'm just jealous of a lot of my family,) idk why, I feel horrible about it, but sometimes I wish they'd all hop in a boat together so I can send them to a desert Island somewhere, not deserted island lol an island with only a desert on it!