Haha Rebecca, how funny! You should have said, "Oh, you mean it's not growing in my colon?" Ha!
Welcome, Counting! What an amazing story. Will be thinking of you and hoping for a happy and most of all healthy 9 months (well, less now!).
Scottish, I think it's completely normal to go through periods of depression. I went though one a couple of weeks ago. Big changes in our everyday lives, bodies and hormones make that to be expected. I just kept trying to tell myself, "This too shall pass." Hugs!
I could use some prayers and positive thoughts. I told you guys I had bleeding last Saturday night. Then I went in for an ultrasound Monday and everything was perfect. But no explanation. Well, I woke up this morning and saw more bright red bleeding in the toilet (I had gone in the middle of the night without flushing) and had a bit more this morning as well. Not heavy, and no cramping. So I am keeping my cool pretty well this time. Last time I was devastated and sure I was losing the baby as it was the first time to see bright red blood (I have been having a fair amount of brown CM). So I called my doctor's office, and they are seeing me today at 3:30. There are several doctors that work in the same office who will see you interchangeably depending on availability. Last time I saw a different one. This time they have me scheduled with my actual doctor. So hopefully everything will be fine and I will get some answers.