Just venting and grumpy today. We are on a very tight budget with me not working - we have massive medical bills from my many hospital stays for my Crohn's. Today is our 4th anniversary and we don't have money to eat out, order cheap Chinese or even get Taco Bell. It's just like a normal day at our house. Just feeling sorry for myself, sorry. I haven't bought anything for myself in months and I can't afford maternity pants. I haven't gotten a Christmas or birthday gift in 3 years- there's been no money. I turned 35 this year and no gifts, nothing. I made spaghetti and went to bed at 8. I'm tired is all, tired of struggling. Feeling like baby #2 was a mistake financially. Just...I'm just sad I guess. And hormonal lol!!