Good luck riri! Hope the meds work for you x
Gem, I don't know what that is but seriously hunny I hope you catch a break soon. You've been through far too much

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Anyone else suffering with these cold/flu bugs floating around? I don't have it (yet) but DH came down with something on Wednesday. I spent Wednesday evening looking after him, sent him to bed early then was up all night making sure he was ok. He spent all of Thursday/yesterday in bed so I was running between him and Toby all day. Then last night night Toby got it. He's had a fever, no appetite, clammy hands, clingy, been shifting between crying and kinda spaced out with mad half hours... So I was up all night with him last night. Met my mum today just to get out of the house and leave DH to watch movies and feel sorry for himself and Toby didn't want to walk or go in his buggy. So I had to carry him everywhere. He fell asleep at 5:30pm, woke at 7:30 and has been in and out of light sleep since (it's 4am now).
I've barely slept since Wednesday. Any sleep I've had has been
20 minutes here and there. I'm exhausted, I'm getting bump cramps, I've been lying awkwardly to make sure Toby is comfy and getting cuddles so my hips legs and pelvis are agony. I keep crying from exhaustion. I'm so busy taking care of the boys that I keep forgetting to eat and drink. I don't feel like I have time.
I know it's totally selfish but at this point I'm thinking I'm the pregnant one. I'm the one who's meant to be getting rest, sleep, fussed over. I don't have the energy for looking after DH and Toby this weekend. I just want them to get better so I can sleep. On my own. For maybe an hour.