Well girls. I don't know what the future holds for my ttc journey. Today, I found out that my sister's baby doesn't have a heart beat. She is 34.5 weeks along. My heart hurts so bad and I feel selfish to even try to get pregnant this month. This sucks so bad and I can't talk to anyone about it, as it is her process to go through. She'll have to deliver him stillborn. I loved him so much and don't understand why. We were so close to being done with this pregnancy and thought we were in the safe zone.