I lost it. Started spotting yesterday, went to the gyno today, she said US looked good but afterwards called to say the beta levels was way too low and it's probably a spontaneous abortion. I was so shocked that on my way from work home I fell with my bike and now I have two huge knies and a painful elbow. I work in the ER so the last thing I wanted was to go back... went home and cried my eyes out. Now I feel a bit better. Devastated but optimistic.