**August 2020 Lucky Testers: 49 Testers - 16 BFPs**

[LuvallmyH]

I am not testing like a crazy woman this time. Did another 2 this afternoon, on top. Fmu is dry under them.

Getting any easier to make out????

 

[Deethehippy]

I am not testing like a crazy woman this time. Did another 2 this afternoon, on top. Fmu is dry under them.
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Getting any easier to make out????

I think I can see lines but they look too close to the control line so not sure if it's not just shadows on my laptop. Hope what you can see is darker tomorrow.

I tested again with another brand (just a cheap Amazon test) but still BFN. I do have some weird symptoms...tiredness, heavy boobs, odd taste in my mouth and sl nausea before eating but I'm guessing it's just bad PMS because I also have sl crampy back which I always get in the days before AF. I will try with concentrated morning pee but know deep down I am out. So disheartening and makes me so sad. I am running out of time and we try so hard each month to do all the right things. I have enough tests here to sink a ship but it seems no HCG to use on them

 

[aymz1983]

Just came on to see how everyone is doing and so many more bfp's! Congratulations to everyone who has had one and hugs to everyone where af has come or is still waiting X

 

[Becca_89]

I am not testing like a crazy woman this time. Did another 2 this afternoon, on top. Fmu is dry under them.
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Getting any easier to make out????

I see them x

 

[Samiam03]

Third test today and it’s so strong for 10 dpo. My fiancé thinks I’m a nutcase. I just wanna see progression and know this is sticking

 

[Suggerhoney]

...so sorry Dee, kept checking back to see if you tested yet but read further down and see it wasn't what we hoped for. Well, its never over till ugly AF shows, keep peeing, hun. I know I do. I need proof and one lined sticks don't do it for me.



I can see a line. FX it darkens!!



Congrats!! Praying for a sticky bean for ya!!!
Very good line!!!



HUGS ......I'm sorry Suggerhoney. I hate seeing bfn too. Give it a few more days. And retest. But don't let it defeat you. Keep your heart warm and happy with whatever brings you joy. TTC isn't partial to anyone. We just hope and pray that it eventually brings us to that stop where we can pick up our rainbow baby and call it a day with all the stick peeing and sleepless nights waiting to temp in the morning. Take a breath and let it out. You are not alone on this journey that none of us want to be on for very long.



Your lines are looking really good! The FMU more so when looking on my old laptop. Really really really hope they get darker and darker for you. FX!!


@LuvallmyH I can see a line on the top one. I don't know if its the color still moving across or what I but I can see it no problems....eek.. please let it be the start of a bfp!!

Thanks for the hugs.
Still feeling really low.
I just wanted that BFP so much a I feel devastated.
Im so anxous about these bloodtests and being told bad news.
I guess I was just kidding myself thinking I cud get pregnant 4 times in a row since April.
I had so many promising signs.
Neasea
Tender breasts
Itchy nipples
Pokes and sharp pains in overies for 3 days.
Tiredness
Freqant urination
And then it all just fizzles out.
I definitely had a faint pink line yesterday but absolutely nothing today just stark white BFN.
It was all so exciting when we first started trying i really thought by now I wud be a few months pregnant.
I've never struggled to conceive b4. Our DD was a woopsie we got pregnant using the withdrawal method.
We had a chemical pregnancy and it took us 3 months to conceive our 9 year old son.
And with our youngest son I had the implant in for 6 years. I had it removed and 4 weeks later At 10dpo I got my BFP.
6 months I know is not long for some but for me it feels like forever.
Having 3 chemical pregnancies In a row really took its toll on me.
I loved it that I didn't O untill cd13 instead of supper early i thought that gave us a better chance but nope.

 

[FTale]

Thanks for the hugs.
Still feeling really low.
I just wanted that BFP so much a I feel devastated.
Im so anxous about these bloodtests and being told bad news.
I guess I was just kidding myself thinking I cud get pregnant 4 times in a row since April.
I had so many promising signs.
Neasea....

cd13 is awesome!! I'm hoping for the same. I was cd10 last cycle. I got a blazing positive at cd9 and my mouth dropped. Then the next day...O Pain. Unbelievable.
Your body adjusted to cd 13 for O and that can't be bad at all. It maybe needed this cycle to finish regulating/recovering. Your blood tests will be the first part to answering what is going on. There is no good or bad only answers to help you see what your body might need to help keep your babies safe. I been there and done all the tests..and all they tell me is..your tests are fine but your age is probably making your eggs not so vibrant (spoken kindly). So I no the fear in waiting on blood tests and the hope that goes along with it.

Get your results and any advice from your docs and when you are ready keep ttcing.....your rainbow baby will thank you for it

 

[LuvallmyH]

Evening tests, top 2, fmu is 3rd one. I had to tweak so you could see them. I hate to do that, but they are so faint it’s hard to get a good pic. I hope this is it!

 

[Suggerhoney]

Evening tests, top 2, fmu is 3rd one. I had to tweak so you could see them. I hate to do that, but they are so faint it’s hard to get a good pic. I hope this is it!
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I can see all those. Thats what mine looked like yesterday but completely negative today im so sad.

 

[Bump288]

I think I can see lines but they look too close to the control line so not sure if it's not just shadows on my laptop. Hope what you can see is darker tomorrow.

I tested again with another brand (just a cheap Amazon test) but still BFN. I do have some weird symptoms...tiredness, heavy boobs, odd taste in my mouth and sl nausea before eating but I'm guessing it's just bad PMS because I also have sl crampy back which I always get in the days before AF. I will try with concentrated morning pee but know deep down I am out. So disheartening and makes me so sad. I am running out of time and we try so hard each month to do all the right things. I have enough tests here to sink a ship but it seems no HCG to use on them

I’m definitely seeing something just can’t tell if they have color

 

[Hevalouaddict]

Evening tests, top 2, fmu is 3rd one. I had to tweak so you could see them. I hate to do that, but they are so faint it’s hard to get a good pic. I hope this is it!
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I see something. I hope this is it for you

 

[Suggerhoney]

cd13 is awesome!! I'm hoping for the same. I was cd10 last cycle. I got a blazing positive at cd9 and my mouth dropped. Then the next day...O Pain. Unbelievable.
Your body adjusted to cd 13 for O and that can't be bad at all. It maybe needed this cycle to finish regulating/recovering. Your blood tests will be the first part to answering what is going on. There is no good or bad only answers to help you see what your body might need to help keep your babies safe. I been there and done all the tests..and all they tell me is..your tests are fine but your age is probably making your eggs not so vibrant (spoken kindly). So I no the fear in waiting on blood tests and the hope that goes along with it.

Get your results and any advice from your docs and when you are ready keep ttcing.....your rainbow baby will thank you for it

I was just reading that in the uk doctors won't perscribe progesterone or anything .
Whats the point in having these bloodtests done if im not going to get any help unless I pay for fertility treatment which I definitely can not afford.
I feel totally wretched now.
My rainbow baby is getting more and more out of reach.
I dont think im ever gonna have another healthy pregnancy again.
I can't sleep
My appetite has gone
I just feel so depressed

 

[LuvallmyH]

I can see all those. Thats what mine looked like yesterday but completely negative today im so sad.

I’m sorry Sugger . I’ve got no idea if they will turn into much either.

 

[FTale]

@Suggerhoney that bites. Most OBs in my current state won't either but other states will. You don't have to see a specialist or RE rather, they will help with progesterone or a few rounds of Clomid. I am so sorry. When you get your bloods back do you have naturopaths there? Some herbs are healthier and act just as well as prescribed meds if you need them.

 

[FTale]

@LuvamyH I can see the lines...very shadowy but they are there. I look for them all the time each cycle so no mistakening. I can't tell if one is darker than the other though. What dpo are you?

 

[LuvallmyH]

@LuvamyH I can see the lines...very shadowy but they are there. I look for them all the time each cycle so no mistakening. I can't tell if one is darker than the other though. What dpo are you?

Only 8dpo! I don’t think the top are any darker than fmu. I’m just relieved they are still there. Thanks for looking!

 

[Bump288]

I was just reading that in the uk doctors won't perscribe progesterone or anything .
Whats the point in having these bloodtests done if im not going to get any help unless I pay for fertility treatment which I definitely can not afford.
I feel totally wretched now.
My rainbow baby is getting more and more out of reach.
I dont think im ever gonna have another healthy pregnancy again.
I can't sleep
My appetite has gone
I just feel so depressed

I’m so sorry!!!! I wish I could give you a big hug

 

[JJB2]

Congrats to all the bfp!
Sending hugs to all of you ladies that this wasnt your cycle.
AFM: I think the witch got me
Im almost always spotting a but since Im breastfeeding still but since yesterday its been a but more and red and today I noticed some small clots. Tbh Im just happy something is happening with my cycles and hoping they will get regular so I can know when Im ovulating and finally do some proper ttc!
Good luck and baby dust to everyone still waiting! Love all the tests

 

[Nixnax]

@Suggerhoney you can still try whilst doing blood tests. They will request them on certain days of your cycle, as they are looking for levels of hormones. They'll also do a full blood count to look for other issues. Try not to stress about the tests, stress will make it harder for you. Just keep doing what you are doing, im sure it will happen for you soon. Biggest hugs

 

[Deethehippy]

Morning all
My temp went up today but I don’t think temps work for me because I had my highest temps during AF??
I have low Crampy back and my boobs are not so sore.
So bummed out and sad. I’m 11 dpo today so it’s the end of the road for this cycle I think.
Pouring with rain here and I have so much laundry and house stuff to catch up on after our little break...bleuurgh.

Good luck to everyone testing and sorry to everyone who got BFN’s.
Sugger - I’m so sorry for what you are going through. Stress can have a big impact but how can anyone relax when TCC.. it’s so hard. I really hope your bloods won’t show anything untoward and it’ll just be a matter of time to get your rainbow xx