August Sunbeams!

[Mrs W 11]

Oh my goodness trying I'm so so sorry to read this there is nothing I can say to ease the heartbreak at all, this journey is so unfair. I do hope that you conceive your rainbow very soon. Be kind to yourself xx

 

[theiska]

Trying4first1, I wish I had the words to take some of your pain away. My heart hurts for you.

 

[lilmisscaviar]

Ladies I wish you all well in your preganacies. I will be leaving this group. Sadly I am having a 3rd miscarriage. We are so devastated words cannot describe. Baby is over a week behind on measurement and heartbeat is very slow. It's horrible knowing I'm just waiting for my little angel to die inside of me. I feel like I'm in a bad dream and won't wake up.

Take care of yourselves and keep on growing those beautiful little miracles xx

Oh, no Trying! How unfair! I'm devastated to hear that both ladies who started the August threads went on to miscarry. It breaks my heart. I was crying reading this especially since I've been there before. I'm sending lots of hugs to you and may you make a speedy recovery. Hope to see you back soon.

 

[lilmisscaviar]

Scan went get I get to upgrade to an Obgyn so now I'll have to wait until probably 12 weeks for my next scan. Heart rate of 180

Congrats on a healthy baby! My next prenatal visit isn't until February 4th when I'll be around 11/12 weeks so I don't know if I'll have another scan around that time or if I won't have another scan until the gender ultrasound at 20 weeks. I hope they give me one before. I'm still a little nervous what with my RLs even though baby was perfectly fine at my last scan.

 

[lilmisscaviar]

I figured... i thought about tiny little clothes when I wrote that . I couldn't imagine life without guinea pig wheeks and rumbles.

Fairycat I too have guinea pigs and couldn't imagine my life without them. I even show mine at the local fairs around here. I have ten of them. I meant to only have three females but apparently one of the ones in the original trio I bought was unknowingly a male and impregnated my other two. They both had babies, one had three and one had four, so I had to buy two large cages for the males and the females to separate them. Still, I couldn't part with the babies, they were just so cute. I love my piggies

 

[Trying4first1]

Thanks ladies. Your lobely words made me cry. Honestly I just can't imagine my tears ever stopping. I was so happy and now my life is back to where it was, filled with awful sadness and my dream of having a baby shattered. I hope that soon I can recover again and begin to move on. Me and DH will be having investigations and are going to hold off ttc until we know what's going on. We know so many pregnant couples now and we can't join i with it all. Feels like we are back on our lonely island again.
One day we will be free of all of this hurt and pain one way or another. I just need to focus now on getting through another MC and taking time out from baby related things.
Can't believe a lady who started another August thread miscarried too! I'm never starting a thread again!

 

[Kuawen]

I'm so very sorry Trying I wish I had the words to comfort you in this horrible time, I wish I had the power to make it not happen at all. You are in my thoughts and prayers

 

[Trying4first1]

Thank you kuawen. I just want to wake up from this awful nightmare. X

 

[swimmyj1]

Trying - I am so so sorry. I know there is nothing I can say to stop the hurting. I've been where you are and no one should have to go through this. Take some time off/away to grieve, that's the only thing that will help. A little ray of hope in this is, after mine and my dhs investigation we found out what was our issue. It was good to have some answers and work with a doctor on a plan to help prevent it from ever happening again. Sending you and your husband lots of prayers and hugs.

 

[Trying4first1]

Thanks Swimmy. I just hope they can find out what's wrong. I can't believe I have had to endure this pain 3 times now over the course of almost two years. Surely I will get help now for sure. Just wish it didnt have to come to this. I really thought we could do this on our own. I just wanted our happy ending ❤️

 

[AngelOb]

Trying I am so unbelievably sorry, there is nothing to say that will make the pain go away but if you need anything at all, even just for someone to listen feel free to reach out. Having been there it's something that only time can ease. My thoughts go out to you and your family right now

 

[Trying4first1]

Thank you AngelOb
Time is all I can have. I have been there twice before so I am very familiar with what is coming. It is a long and very painful road.
We have friends around us who are expecting one of which announced to us just before we went into our scan. Have no idea how we are going to face them all. Statistically 1 in 4 ends in MC and out of the people I know who are expecting I am the once who ends up loosing mine yet again so the statistics are right. I am the 1 in 4. I just had a feeling it would go all wrong again as everyone else's was going so well. Weird how you get these feelings.
I hope I find peace soon X

 

[fairycat]

Omg Trying, I totally missed your post I feel your pain, I really hope that you can get some answers. It's hard not knowing the why. Please take care of yourself and be nice to yourself. You will get your happy ending someday, I truly believe that for you

 

[fairycat]

I figured... i thought about tiny little clothes when I wrote that . I couldn't imagine life without guinea pig wheeks and rumbles.

Fairycat I too have guinea pigs and couldn't imagine my life without them. I even show mine at the local fairs around here. I have ten of them. I meant to only have three females but apparently one of the ones in the original trio I bought was unknowingly a male and impregnated my other two. They both had babies, one had three and one had four, so I had to buy two large cages for the males and the females to separate them. Still, I couldn't part with the babies, they were just so cute. I love my piggies

Oh yay, another piggy mama!!! I would love to have many piggies, but they are a lot of work. One of ours is blind, so she comes with a bit of a challenge sometimes. I wouldn't have it any other way though. Man, they reproduce like crazy don't they? I would love to see yours.

 

[Trying4first1]

Thanks fairycat X

 

[theiska]

I inadvertently scheduled a trip to Florida over my next midwife appointment...now I'm stressing because I will probably have to wait a while to get in again. Lol Oh well, won't change any outcome I suppose. Tampa sounds wonderful after 3 inches of snow and shoveling out yesterday, and I found a great deal on a flight.

How are you ladies holding up?

 

[Kuawen]

Hope you have a great time in Florida! I'm chilling out this week; this is probably the first week without doctors appts or blood draws or tests since I started the ivf cycle! it's been really restful. I'm having a lot of rlp and pain in my hips and back though getting a new pillow that should help support me at night should help. I also got my doppler in the mail and found baby's heart beat after about 6 minutes. still blows my mind that this is really happening for me!

 

[fairycat]

Florida sounds really lovely right now, I'm slightly jealous

I get my doppler in the mail tomorrow, I am so excited!! That's fast to find it for the first time Kuawen! Do you have any tips? I've never used one before.

I've barely had any sickness since 5.5-6 weeks, just mild nausea here and there. For some reason about 4 days ago it started up again I haven't actually gotten sick, but I've felt awful. I thought it was supposed to start getting better, darn it!

 

[theiska]

Where do you ladies order the doppler from? I wonder if they are available in the states...hmmm to Google. Lol

 

[fairycat]

I'm in the states. I got mine at babydoppler. It's on sale for $40 until the end of the month! I got the Sonoline B.