Ilovehim89
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Thank you, Andrea, and Leasap.
People may say it isn't such a big deal, I was only 5 weeks pregnant, and these things happen all the time. My back was hurting for days but I attributed it to the pregnancy...then last night my world took a turn for the worse. I took a FRER to see those dark pretty lines again...and the 2nd line was so very faint, almost invisible, I knew then I had lost my Bean. I took another with FMU and it was lighter. Went to ER...did an U/S they didn't see ANYTHING in my uterus but said they saw a cyst like structure in my left ovary but said it COULD be an ectopic or just a cyst...my levels had dropped to 9. After the u/s i started spotting, then when i got home, i had full blown bleeding....I am so devastated...to the point of being almost numb. I will always feel incomplete now...there will always be a piece missing in my life.
I miss you, Beanie!
Mommy & daddy love you, even if your stay wasn't for long! Watch over your brother and sister from heaven