so sorry to hear of your loss hun i know exactly how you are feeling it took me nearly 2yrs to concieve our first and it ended in a mmc at 10.5weeks it was the worst pain to feel both mentally and physically so my heart pours out for you at this sad time. I know the pain hurts hun but it will make you a stronger person not a day goes by where i dont think about my angel baby! I hope you get a sticky soon and your angel beanie will definitely be watching over you.
All the best x x