pennymarie
Mother after ttc 6yrs
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First off, I have a journal with a lot more detail and the whole story. But we were supposed to be trying next cycle! Was very excited and looking forward to period. And I've just been feeling so emotional and irritable. I only took the test to prove to myself I wasn't cause I was tricking (I thought) myself into thinking I was pregnant. How can i be testif positive at 2 weeks?? One week and 6 days actually! I barely implanted..
We had been using condoms since last summer. We every now and then had unprotected but pulled put. This month since we decided in February we would try again, we used a condom until the 14th because I was really really sure I had already ovulated. We even had to use lube cause I was dry....(TMI sorry). I'm so entirely confused right now. I don't know if I should be happy. I want to be, but in fall of 2012 I had a 14week missed miscarriage that was terrible. I keep having flashbacks, which is just the PTSD I know.
I know this isn't a happy BFP announcement, I want to be happy, and if I make it to 15 weeks I will be. But I heard my last baby's heartbeat and saw it move...so I feel like I'm still TTC ( trying to carry)
We had been using condoms since last summer. We every now and then had unprotected but pulled put. This month since we decided in February we would try again, we used a condom until the 14th because I was really really sure I had already ovulated. We even had to use lube cause I was dry....(TMI sorry). I'm so entirely confused right now. I don't know if I should be happy. I want to be, but in fall of 2012 I had a 14week missed miscarriage that was terrible. I keep having flashbacks, which is just the PTSD I know.
I know this isn't a happy BFP announcement, I want to be happy, and if I make it to 15 weeks I will be. But I heard my last baby's heartbeat and saw it move...so I feel like I'm still TTC ( trying to carry)