CD 1 OCTOBER 27 (Anyone With Me?)

[jaytee]

ALL I CAN DO IS CRY

This morning my beautiful and loving dog Beetoven (a minature sheltie) was ran over and dragged by a public school bus. He was killed instantly right there infront of my house.

Two months ago I had to put my 18 year old full grown sheltie to sleep so this morning has been super hard on me! I even had to leave work early because I can't stop crying

 

[amanthony]

Oh my goodness, I am SO sorry!

I can't imagine. I make my baby Jade promise me she'll live forever because I just can't imagine life without her. I know that people think they're just pets, but they're not--they're family.

I'm so sorry.

 

[jaytee]

I know, it was like he was my little brother or something! The house is so empty and sad. I just can't believe that it happened, I feel like I'm in a nightmare and I can't wake up

 

[hopefulfor09]

Oh Jaytee,

I am so so very sorry sweetie. What a terrible terrible tragedy. I am giving you the biggest cyber hug......we have an english springer and I would be so devastated so I know how much more than a pet they really become. Definitely go home and try to take it easy.....I know there are no words, but I am thinking of you.

Huge and massive hugs.......if you want to talk, PM me.

 

[dan-o]

OMG Jaytee, I don't know what to say, what a terrible thing to happen

We are also doggy people, I can't even imagine how you are feeling, they truly are like members of the family.

Run free at the bridge sweet Beetoven xxxx

 

[jaytee]

Thank you to all of you! (Amanthony, Dan-o, Hopeful)



Today I'm feeling a little better. I put some up-beat music on my Ipod...I'm trying to stay away from sad songs, lol

But I'm feeling alittle better today. I wrote the bus number down and I'm calling their office today to report what happened. I didn't do it yesterday because I was so upset and I didn't want to sound mean or anything over the phone

 

[dan-o]

Well I'm 6/7dpo today, but a strange thing happened, my boobs stopped hurting ths morning, now only very slightly tender & my temp (after looking so good) dropped right off!

Very odd, hope AF isnt coming a week early

 

[jaytee]

DAN-O ~~~ I hope its an implant dip and not Your chart looks great by the way.


Today I'm cd12 and my temp went up. Could I have ovulated yesterday?

 

[dan-o]

Today I'm cd12 and my temp went up. Could I have ovulated yesterday?

Looks likely to me!!!!! Wooo hoo! See what tomorrows brings i guess!

PS. I hope my temp IS an implant dip, the fella was only whinging this morning TTC is taking forever pmsl!

 

[krazykat]

ALL I CAN DO IS CRY

This morning my beautiful and loving dog Beetoven (a minature sheltie) was ran over and dragged by a public school bus. He was killed instantly right there infront of my house.

Two months ago I had to put my 18 year old full grown sheltie to sleep so this morning has been super hard on me! I even had to leave work early because I can't stop crying

 

[jaytee]

Well, I've been super busy today, planning a baby shower that I'm throwing tomorrow!

As happy as I want to be for the girl, its a little hard! We just threw two baby showers at my job in the last week, and now I have this one tomorrow, baby showers are so sad when its you that wants a child so bad, but I'm happy and excited because its totally a surprise for the girl!

I just can't wait for my turn! I'm tired of throwing showers after showers and it never being mine!

 

[dan-o]

Someone slap me please!!! I tested this morning with an IC

I am only 7/8 dpo, do I have NO will power????

 

[dan-o]

Tested again today, BFN.
I've slapped myself, dont worry Will try again at a more sensible 10/11dpo

Incidentally, my boobs are KILLING! Much worse than usual, hope thats a good sign.

 

[amanthony]

Dan-O!

 

[dan-o]

Boobs have gone down, AF will be here within 48hrs.
REALLY gutted this month, losing faith now.

 

[krazykat]

Boobs have gone down, AF will be here within 48hrs.
REALLY gutted this month, losing faith now.

 

[krazykat]

Hey ya'll, just wanted to pop in here, haven't been by in a while. I'm sort of glad in a way that we decided to wait because a lot of other issues have come up. A bit of background, this year I've had 2 TIA, which are basically attacks that signal a stroke could be coming. Both times I was rushed around in the ER because they believed I was having a stroke, etc. Well I thought that was behind me until the past few days. I just got home from the ER...there is a cord like thing in my right leg near my calf, they were pretty sure it was a blood clot but the ultrasound showed it was normal, although the doctor told me it could be the beginning of a blood clot forming and with my history, I must rush back if it gets bigger, red or the pain gets worse, so he put me on bed rest and aspirin for now, I refused the other meds because of all the side effects LOL.

Can you imagine if I had been pregnant during this? Not good....either way, I've lost 5 pounds so far...went from 179 to 174, so proud of that but because of my leg pain, I can't workout really......and now with doctor's orders I'm not supposed to be on my feet but keep them elevated very high above my heart so the blood can flow easier from my leg veins to my heart, etc.

Who knows, I'm awful young to have a stroke but people my age do get them.....just glad we decided to wait a while to this calms down a bit!!

 

[jaytee]

Hey Girls!

Dan-O

As for me...I've been MIA trying to find jobs in California for me and my husband. We are living in New Jersey and I'm so tired of it here! We want to relocate and because of this we have decided that on January 2 if AF shows up and I'm not pregnant I'm going on Birth Control. I would like to wait and see and try in a few years. I have lost total interest in trying to get pregnant.

I just realized that I guess I'm not ready to be a mother yet. I'm young, and so is DH and I just want to wait...so for once in the last year I can say "I hope I'm not pregnant this month" But if I am I would be totally shocked and so very happy!

 

[dan-o]

I've started exercising now, gently just in case, but I'm 99% certain I've missed the boat again this month.
I'll go hardcore fat burning after AF arrives.

I'd love to give TTC a break too, it's starting to get to me a bit, but my bio clock is ticking. I'll be 32 in a few weeks & no children at all yet. I really wish I hadn't left it so late, I was trying to be resposible, but now regret it...don't make the same mistake as me you guys

 

[jaytee]

Hey Everyone

DAN-O looks like that witch still hasn't come to get you!

I'm getting fustrated with the job search! I'm tired of looking and looking and never finding anything in my field or my husbands field of work! It sucks!