Hi girls, hope some of you remember me! How is everyone? I think I am going to give up on this whole TTC business, its driving me mad! Oh and I had the shittiest dream last night, I was with my mum and sis and I had done a HPT, it came out positive and I started to cry and we all so happy, I kept staring at the HPT and it started to show me that my HCG levels were going down!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and then it showed that I had lost the baby!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WTF???? I woke up feeling so sad and still feel so down,why can;t this be easier?