This is just me kinda venting and hoping other people can tell me that everything will be okay. lol This is my first pregnancy.... kinda planned and kinda not planned. My husband and I basically said lets try and see what happens and well, it happened! It must be the hormones running around in my body because I feel up and down all the time. One moment I get these happy feelings about having a baby and I'm really excited-- the way I felt when I wanted to get pregnant, before we tried. And then other moments, I'm scared to death and worry about a million things like if I'm going to be a good mom, how life is going to change, etc, etc. Someone tell me this is normal please. I feel awful for the fact that sometimes I am not sure I can do this... even though this is what I wanted/want. I guess I just feel like an emotional mess. I didnt really feel this way during the first trimester, but all through out this second trimester I've been up and down. My mother thinks is a combo of the hormones, some of my heath problems that Ive been facing (I have ulcerative colitis), and am recently starting to feel braxton hicks contractions. I just feel so emotionally unstable... which is totally not like me!