Hi Ladies
I just thought I'd pop in and say hello.
I am very sorry for those who are having a tough time and have BFN's, its just so tough.
I am doing well, terrified every time I go to the loo incase I find some blood when I wipe, I can't seem to get past that. I am sooooo tired like I just want to sleep all day (not knackered tired, just sleepy - not like me at all!) - my boobs are massive, I have outgrown all bras already, but do not want to go shopping yet, so will make do until after my scan on 10th Aug. I can't believe i have these symptoms already, it's very strange. I have also had a brain like a sieve, I walk around the house to do something, then forget what I was going to do - not very helpful at work - where everything is serious!
Other than that I am good, we have told our close family and they were so excited, but don't feel we should tell everyone yet - its just too early.
I had a little scare on Monday, on Saturday we spent the day with my nieces, and on Monday her mum called to say she has chicken pox - so I had to rush to the hospital for blood tests - which have come back showing I have the antibodies - thank god! although I am still goign to keep away for a few weeks just in case!
I thought I would be quite worried about the donor thing and feel strange about it, but although it does still bother me, I seem to be able to pass the thought on quite quickly, and DH is really really happy, pampering me like crazy - I am barely allowed to do anything and our house needs a lot of tidying up after our building project!
Anyway I am at work so better get on - wishing everyone here the best of luck and lots of love.
It is a tough journey, and although I am not out of it yet, I do apprecaite the unconditional love and support offered here by everyone for the last 2yrs+.
Shorty, I am so sorry
I'm so glad I dont have to DR and this cycle is short. I feel like the BCP in combo with full strength lupron supresses me way to much as I was off to a slow start in last 2 cycles. Hopefully this gives us more blasts and some frosties but more importantly our IVF rainbow miracle 
Right now I'm trying my best to stay positive and look forwards rather than backwards and I've just found it easier not to come in here. I've also not wanted to sound all down and sad in here, when it's the last thing you girlies - especially the newbies - want to listen to.
