Kas- I have no testimony of success story so can't really be of much help here. Hopefully other ladies will be able to inspire you to have a little hope.
How is everyone doing? I have backed off from bnb a lot lately- focused on doing fun activities away from internet for a while. Partly because I don't feel like I fit in anymore anywhere on bnb. I don't know if I think it's time for me to call it quits and find joy in being a couple and go straight to adoption, or if I should try home insemination to save on costs (spouse agreed when we do that, we give it three cycles/tries and if nothing, we'll look into adoption).