Morning everyone!
I slept so much better last night.
This is a weird uncertain time, isn't it?
It's actually really hitting me that I am full term in less than a week and that I could be having Baby anytime now.
It doesn't feel real.
But on the TMI front, I am definitely feeling changes: lots of stretching and aching and pelvic girdle spreading and increased discharge, etc.
So academically, I know I'm getting there.
But I feel like I am less certain of this whole baby thing right now. Normally, I am so confident about everything and I was/am certain that I want to be a mum, but I just can't wrap my head around the fact that this is about to happen.
I had this horrible dream the other night that I had the baby and then didn't really care. I was totally unimpressed by it and didn't even want to take it home with me, even though the hospital people were urging me to pick it up.
I woke up feeling so guilty and horrible. Seriously, I almost started crying.
I wasn't even worried about not bonding with baby before. Now I'm all anxious.
Very odd state.
Anyway, wishing lots of cold-killing antibodies on all you poor sickos, and labour progress on some of the rest of you poor souls!