Disco Derail! - TTCAL/PAL Discussion and Support!

[Megg33k]

Sounds like a very hard night, Yogi!

Woohoo for your 3+, Caz!

Sounds like progress with the EWCM, Nato!

That sucks, Raz! Sorry, honey!

AFM... BCP has been very kind so far today... 4 hours after I took it and feeling very normal! Hoping that doesn't change!

 

[Allie84]

Hey luce, I love that you got an angel email and think it's great to have hope!

Cazz, well done on the 3+ digi, Same to you, Sass!

Yogi, that does sound draining. It sounds like you made the right choice to come back early, and I'm glad you had a few people at the party who you were able to open up to and who were understanding.

Hearty, thanks so much for the info.I'm going to replace the batteries and see if that works for the CBFM!

Nato, for the EWCM!!! I hope you get some in even though your mom is there!

Raz, rant awy!

I'm having an okay weekend. I'm feeling quite anxious and I don't know why, really. I'm feeling worried about my parents and wondering if I'm going to have a baby before they pass away. I know it's a morbid thought but they don't have any grandchildren yet and they're not overly healthy. I went and looked at the baby stuff in Target when I was there, too. I never do that! I don't think it was a good idea as I just kept thinking I should be 6 months pregnant right now.

 

[Allie84]

Glad you're feeling normal, Megg!

 

[Megg33k]

Hey luce, I love that you got an angel email and think it's great to have hope!

Cazz, well done on the 3+ digi, Same to you, Sass!

Yogi, that does sound draining. It sounds like you made the right choice to come back early, and I'm glad you had a few people at the party who you were able to open up to and who were understanding.

Hearty, thanks so much for the info.I'm going to replace the batteries and see if that works for the CBFM!

Nato, for the EWCM!!! I hope you get some in even though your mom is there!

Raz, rant awy!

I'm having an okay weekend. I'm feeling quite anxious and I don't know why, really. I'm feeling worried about my parents and wondering if I'm going to have a baby before they pass away. I know it's a morbid though but they don't have any grandchildren yet and they're not overly healthy. I went and looked at the baby stuff in Target when I was there, too. I never do that! I don't think it was a good idea as I just kept thinking I should be 6 months pregnant right now.

Those sorts of thoughts suck! I'm heartbroken that my grandmother will never know my children. She passed in July of 2003. And, I'd have loved to see her with them. My parents waited 10 years on the adoption list before I came to be, so they were 31 and 33 when they adopted me. That led to me having much less time with my grandparents than a lot of people did, and will mean the same for my kids, as I'm going to be 30 in Feb and Kevin turned 30 in June. So, I have similarly morbid thoughts, despite my parents being in pretty good health. I just worry that anything could happen that would keep my kids from knowing them. They already won't know my DH's parents, because we don't associate with them. They're not nice people, and I won't have my children around people who hate me and treat me and my husband like crap. I do worry about those things... and I think about the fact that I should have had a baby in June or I'd be due in Nov. But, I have to look ahead to toward when I'll have my forever baby instead of looking at what might have been. Its really hard though!

 

[Allie84]

Thanks Megg. I don't like to think of other people thinking like that but I'm glad I'm not alone. My parents were 34 when they had me so I am the same. Sometimes I feel jealous of my friends with young parents because they don't have to think about these kinds of things for 15 more years but my parents are now 60!

Also, you're right, we should look ahead towards our babies instead of back. I learned my lesson with that today! I won't go moping around baby aisles again.

 

[Megg33k]

I definitely hang out in baby aisles... but I look for stuff that will belong to my forever baby... regardless of when s/he shows up!

My parents are also over 60 now... My mom turned 60 in August, and my dad turned 62 in July!

 

[CJSG1977]

I so relate to how you all feel about having kids before your parents pass. Sadly that choice has been taken from me already...my Dad died 3 and a half years ago...my mum is... well.....inside a bottle of vodka and we dont speak. Chris Mum hates my guts and I mean HATES me. I've no idea why. She didnt even come to our wedding...she went on holiday on purpose. I would never in a million years expose my children to her...she is pure POISON and would probably try turn my child against me! Megg, Allie - I hope you have your babies soon!!!! To enjoy with family you love and cherish.

Yogi hunni...I'm sorry you had a tough time and so understand how you feel. You did the right thing for you coming back early. And that girl you spoke to sounds lovely!

Caz... AWESOME on the 3+

Nato!!!!! EWCM!!!!! I was taking 2000mg and I had the tiniest bit last month but none this month...I read that you shouldn't take over 2000??? If I can I will take 3000mg??

No-one commented on whether my nosebleed could be an early pregnancy sign?? What does everyone think? I am having LOADS of creamy cm, been nauseous, headache, bbs a bit sensitive..dizzy, hungry all the time! And very tired. I'm so glad too cause my temp has gone up to 98.6! Just curious about the nosebleed...I cant be more than 5DPO...anyone else had a nosebleed...and this early???

 

[babywanted73]

Nosebleeds are a symptom as its extra blood flow.

Allie My father passed away almost 7 years ago. He got to visit with my son 3 times before he passed away. He has 6 grandchildren now. I know what you mean. Its so hard for me everyday to be honest. My dh is almost 38 and his parents live in India and are in their 60's I am sure they will never meet our child.

Megg, glad to see the bcp are being kinder to you.

AFM well.. progesterone has kicked in. I progesterone cream. So hopefully AF will show soon. She has been away to long.

 

[Megg33k]

Could be signs, CJ! Ya never know! That's awful that your dad is gone and your mom is... well... not quite right.

She won't show until you go off the cream though... right? Or am I missing how the therapy works?

AFM... It is being kinder tonight... but I sort of feel like a different sort of shitty. I'm just not feeling quite right. Really tired, feeling feverish but not running much of a temp, just sort of achy and a stuffy nose. I don't think it could be BCP related. However, I assume the really sore boobs are?

 

[Allie84]

I hope you're not coming down with something, Megg. My guess is that just with everything you're taking, your bound to feel a bit 'off.'

Thanks for the kind words CJ and babywanted. Sorry about your fathers and about your mother, CJ. I certainly hope those are pregnancy symptoms you're having! FX!

 

[cazza22]

Megg & allie u will get ur beans very soon girls & u 2 alone will have enough love to give than ur entire families put together because of how wanted these beans are, ull make fantastic mothers.

Yogi I am so sorry you were stuck with "I'm pregnant & don't wanna be" this weekend!! It makes me sooooo mad & believe me I know EXACTLY how u feel I've got 2 girls i know that only kept their accidental babies so they don't have to work it makes me sick! One of them drinks a bottle of wine every weekend and then has the cheeks to post pictures on facebook I mean WTF??? I'm glad u had ur best friend there baby doll

Nato I'm lovin that u have ewcm I very rarely get it mines just tons of creamy cm when I'm ovulating, I get the stringy stuff maybe every 3 months or so? I've never really thought much of it though?. I'm lovin how devoted you are to this huny bun u catch that eggy girl!!! Xxx

CJ I defo think nosebleeds can be a symptom. I personally have never Had one but I've read on here b4 now that women get it in the 2ww & class it as a symptom so FX'd babe

AFM omg I'm having the most horny dreams!!! this sec ban is not gonna last not to mention OH is looking soooooo sexy ATM? Why is it we want what we can't have god damn it!!! rant over.
Anyone got plans today?? Xxxx lov Caz xxx

 

[heart tree]

Nato I'm so excited to hear about your adventures to the land of the mysterious ewcm. I will buy my ticket next cycle. I stopped taking the cough syrup because we are letting this egg go so I can do letrezole next month. What will I do with all of my grapefruit juice? Good thing there is vodka in the house!

Allie my parents are 64. Tim's dad just turned 80. His mom is in her 70's. I feel your fear. My step father was my pediatrician growing up. I always imagined I would be able to call him when my kids got sick. He died 3 years ago. It's very sad. I'm sorry to all of you who lost their parents.

Raz I'm with you on all the pregnant people. I just went to dinner with some of Tim's family. Of course one of his cousins announced she is pregnant. She is a month older than me. She has a 1 1/2 year old boy. She and I started trying at the same time. Now she's going to have a second baby and I have 3 mcs under my belt. I almost spit out my wine when she announced it tonight. I'm so effing sick of people announcing their pregnancies! (except for my B&B girls). Damn it!!!!

CJ I so want you to be preggers babe. I hope these are all early symptoms.

Shan I hope AF rears her head. Enough is enough.

Megg I agree with Allie, you are bound to feel off from everything you are throwing at your body. I hope you are sleeping right now and will wake up feeling better.

On that note, I'm off to bed. Will be dreaming about all of our babies.

xoxo

 

[Razcox]

Morning all how is everyone today?

Cazza - Thats great news on the 3+ its so nice to see it in black and white like that LOL at the horney dreams its human nature to want what we cant have my DH always looks super sexy when AF is here. . . .

Yogi - So sorry you were stuck with such an ungreatful cow it doesnt help with the losses we have suffered to see someone like that. The 19 year old at work who just said she is pregnant is a bit like that but luckly i sit a couple of desks over and can drown her out. Its great that you have such supportive friends though to help you out and have a good talk to you and of course you have us xxxx

AFM - Temps went down a tiny bit but still way above the cover line at 37.0, only 5 days to go now until AF is due. Think i will do one of my IC on wednesday to help with the POAS urge.

 

[Razcox]

Nato I'm so excited to hear about your adventures to the land of the mysterious ewcm. I will buy my ticket next cycle. I stopped taking the cough syrup because we are letting this egg go so I can do letrezole next month. What will I do with all of my grapefruit juice? Good thing there is vodka in the house!

Allie my parents are 64. Tim's dad just turned 80. His mom is in her 70's. I feel your fear. My step father was my pediatrician growing up. I always imagined I would be able to call him when my kids got sick. He died 3 years ago. It's very sad. I'm sorry to all of you who lost their parents.

Raz I'm with you on all the pregnant people. I just went to dinner with some of Tim's family. Of course one of his cousins announced she is pregnant. She is a month older than me. She has a 1 1/2 year old boy. She and I started trying at the same time. Now she's going to have a second baby and I have 3 mcs under my belt. I almost spit out my wine when she announced it tonight. I'm so effing sick of people announcing their pregnancies! (except for my B&B girls). Damn it!!!!

CJ I so want you to be preggers babe. I hope these are all early symptoms.

Shan I hope AF rears her head. Enough is enough.

Megg I agree with Allie, you are bound to feel off from everything you are throwing at your body. I hope you are sleeping right now and will wake up feeling better.

On that note, I'm off to bed. Will be dreaming about all of our babies.

xoxo

Night hun x Just got up here this side of the pond and got a thrilling day of ASDA and house work planned

 

[sugarlove]

Hi Girls,

Yogi, sorry you had such a difficult time. Reckon you defo did right coming home early

Nato, fab news about the EWCM. Get BDing

Megg, sorry to hear you are feeling out of sorts. Take care

Caz, congrats on the digi

Allie, my husband is 44, and his Mum died this year. I'm sad that she will never see her grandchildren I was 35 last Satuday

Off to eat a large Sunday dinner and watch crap on tv for the rest of the day

See you later

 

[cazza22]

Thanks sugar love enjoy ur chill out Sunday huny

raz I swear these dreams are just plain rude lol such a fricken tease haha xxx ps poas I would & enjoy ur trip to asda!! I personally do it online coz I'm lazeeee hahs xx

 

[CJSG1977]

Well it looks like I am going to be out this month...going by ferility friend it says that I ovulated last thursday...which doesnt make sense cause I had a negative OPK on tuesday afternoon which I thought meant that the surge had happened...I know ov can take 24-48 hours after but just seems a bit off. The last time I bed down was tuesday cause I was in so much pain from my body trying to ov... So I am 2 days out.... I guess I should just hope that af comes in time to see the specialist. But I will likely be on when I see her. I hope that means I can keep my appointment!

God I am so bummbed right now! Has anyone known FF to be wrong??? I thought it took 2 days after ov for your temp to go up cause of the progesterone steadily increasing? Its taken my first high temp as the one straight after ov... So all my sysmptoms really are in my head then. Think this charting will just be academic this month at least thats the way I am going to look at it. Sorry for the me post.

I hope everyone is doing good.

 

[prgirl_cesca]

I don't know anything about temping CJ but I hope FF is wrong. These things are never an exact science.

Fingers crossed you still gave yourself a good chance to conceive xx

Cazz - the sexy dreams are the only thing stopping me from feeling really depressed about the lack of sexy action with hubby!

 

[babywanted73]

Cj- FF has been wrong for me! Plus my fs said I dont ov everytime it says. But I think he is wrong.. He is not right in the read just to say the least that is why I dont go to him anymore.. But FF has switched on me and switched back. Like right now it says I ov, but after todays temp I am not sure it will.

Megg, Sometimes it can kick in while taking the progesterone cream.. So I am on day 10 of taking it. Just gonna do it for another 10 and stop. The doc said its just like using provera, but for Wilson's SYndrome this also helps the temp situation. I am glad the bcp are being a tad nicer

Amanda, agreed enough is enough. Thankfully I dont have anyone around me announcing pregnancies, but I will say that I do have people like my sister asking me why I want another child and being mean about it. Its mean. I hope the letazrole gets things moving for you!

 

[babywanted73]

Megg, My appt is with a Naturopathic Doc and midwife.. SO ND or MW. I refuse to go back to those rude people at the fertility office.. takes 2 weeks for them to call you back. its nonsense.