Megg, I think your friend may have just posted in TTC.... I think a blanket is a lovely idea. Do you have a charm bracelet? If not maybe you could start adding charms for your angels as well as your (soon!) lil one.
Dawney - I'm so sorry hun, I don't know what to say, take care of yourself.
Lucy - flying lessons sound fantastic, that must be an amazing feeling, and so glad you feel up to trying again. What you said about going out is exactly how I am feeling, just really scared and anxious of being out, especially around lots of people, I'm ok in the park but just feel I want to be home as it seems safe somehow. Think Nato was spot on when she said because I wasn't working when everything happened, it's almost like I didn't have the normal people interaction that I had with the other mc's, so I've become very insular and isolated. I do need to go and see this agency next week tho' so will have to pull myself out of it, sure if I do it once I'll be ok. I'm down to Kent to stay with my folks end of next week as well so I'll be away from M as he has to work, that might help.
Sugar - I'm a PA hun, I worked for a quite well known entrepreneurper years ago, so all the agencies call me straight away now if they have anyone who is even semi-famous looking for a PA... even tho' i've said I don't want stress!!! and working for those kind of peeps brings loads of it. I could stay off work for a few more months yet, not well off but got quite a good redundancy last year which can keep me going, plus my outgoings are pretty low now I live with M. I'm stressing a bit though because last time I got a full-time job in Feb, I found out I was pregnant the day before my first day, so felt I had to tell them, which in retrospect was a huge mistake as I lost 3 weeks later and of course it put me in a bad light straight away - my boss was such a prick that he would ask me practically every month if I was pregnant again (which I usually was!) and it really got me down. I was office manager and had 4 PA's that reported into me and it just got very difficult - hence why i left. I don't want that to happen again, which is why I'm thinking just some temp work or maybe a 3-4 month contract..... god I'm rambling!
Nato - it's still early days, and if your temp is looking good then I don't think you should give up hope this month..... but it does sound like you've had a shit week hun. hope you had a better session today.
Hearty - I do think I'm probably depressed, but I get good days and bad days so I don't think it's become clinical. Glad you and Tim managed to get a BD in, and ha ha to your spillage!! that's dedication for you..... made me think I need to dust my bedside table!
I am having a thai chicken curry made for me as I speak with naan bread and basmati, M is a fab cook So so hungry, it feels about -10 here in London tonight, can't wait for X factor and have a snuggle down, am 5dpo today and feeling very tired, tingly boobs, and heartburny (maybe curry not such a great idea)....going to test Weds!
Have a lovely day/evening everyone...
we try and keep spontansous or at least not always about making a baby even though I know that its always at the back of our minds. I think he realises that once I'm pregnant he may not get any so takes full advantage 
people should really think before doing and saying things like that! Sorry to hear about your friend. I'm sure she appreciates the support you are able to give her
