just got back from the dr's and thankfully have managed to lose half a kg, which is pretty good
but I got there and the waiting room was full of babies
apparently monday afternoon's is baby clinic time. and there was a little newborn boy who was crying, and crying, and crying. and I sat there in the waiting room, tears filling my eyes, just wishing it was my turn and completely blaming myself for us not getting pregnant yet
so when the nurse called me through she could tell I was upset and asked what was wrong, and I just couldn't stop crying
it's not fair, we all want this so badly yet we have to wait and pray that one day we'll be lucky enough to get that elusive bfp ... but when's it going to be our turn??? I'm fed up of waiting, surely we've waited long enough???