Sparklebaby
Mummy to Jenny
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I was hoping to be plastering BNB with glorious photos of a nice this morning.
I hardly slept again and woke around half 4 this morning needing to pee, so I decided to do my HPT at this time.
within seconds the line that says the test has worked came up bright as day, I waited and I waited and I waited........
I did the walking into different lights to try and see something that obviously wasnt there. I guess my denial instincts were right? I saw something but it looked more like the line where the dye started? not anything brilliant on picture front. even Hubby said no
I dont understand how I can get such positive vibes, symptoms and even lines then nothing. Maybe it wasnt sensitive enough?
To recap:
8DPO Faint line on an ov test
9DPO Faint line on a 10miu HPT test - but u had to look carefully.
10DPO Faint line on an ov test but not as faint as the 8dpo.
Today I am 13dpo so surely it would have showed up today right? if I had these other lines? or do u rekon its because this mornings was taken on a 25miu. How often does the hormone double? is it possible that it hadnt got to enough to register on a 25miu or am I just wishing over nothing now.
Please please be honest with me cause I cant take any more. Im tired and fed up and not to mention very tearful this morning. I just feel like curling up in my bed and sobbing. I wanted so much for my hubby to go to work happy this morning with that vision of 2 lines clearly marked on the test. he says he is happy because he has me, but still
Has anyone else ever used the one step tests - dip test they were about £1.48 or something like that from Asda for 3. to me thats dirt cheap and I dont even know if they are trustworthy or not?
After all of this if sadly Im not to be, I hope this excitement/now stress doesnt cause me to be late for AF. She is due tomorro. if she arrives then why have I felt like I have the last few weeks?
Im lost.
Yours very tearfully
a disgruntled Lisa.