Screw 2011. Who am I kidding that this is going to magically be the month? I've tried so hard this year and 3/4's of last year, that this month is going to be just like the rest of them.
I told my DH today that if I can't get pregnant then he's going to become an officer, and I'm going to fully invest myself in my career. If I can't have a baby, then I want $$ and lots of it. I want to be able to buy high fashion, drive a brand spanking new Mercedes, live in a fabulous fuck off modern home, and take lavish trips around the world like it's no big deal. Everything a family wouldn't be able to do. Money can't buy me happiness, but it can buy me temporary happiness with shiny new things.