Jencocoa
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Hi ladies, I can't manage the fear anymore 😥
I'm 9.5w pregnant. I have tiredness, sore boobs, fairly mild symptoms. Much the same as the one successful pregnancy I've had I guess. I even heard the heartbeat at doc's at 6w.
So I should feel fine right?
But my first preg in 2012 was a missed miscarriage spotted at the 10w scan. I had all the preg symptoms and it was so traumatic. I've also had a 6w miscarriage in 2013 but that one just bled out and I didn't find it as traumatic.
I can't find this baby's heartbeat on home Doppler.
I've convinced myself it's a missed miscarriage and I have a doc's appt on Monday and I'm sick to the stomach of him putting the ultrasound machine on my stomach and saying "oh dear... I'm sorry" etc.
The fear is awful 😥 just venting really...
Anyone experience this fear??
UPDATE: WENT FOR SCAN AT 10+3 AND BABY HAD STOPPED GROWING AT 7+4. IN A WAY, MY FEAR OF ANOTHER MMC HELPED PREPARE ME FOR IT. SO MY TRACK RECORD NOW IS 1 HEALTHY PREGNANCY, 1 MC AND 2 MMC. 😥
THAT SAID, I REALISE HOW BLESSED I AM TO HAVE A HEALTHY AND HAPPY BABY ALREADY.
NOW JUST WAITING FOR THE MEDICATION TO INDUCE MC.
I WISH YOU ALL THE ABSOLUTE BEST HEALTH AND HAPPINESS WITH YOUR PREGNANCIES. AND ILL BE BACK!!
I'm so sorry. Praying for comfort to ease your pain. Hugs and love.