Thanks love, I did test BFN on 12DPO - I’ll show you my logged symptoms on my notes because I feel like they’re very messy compared to when I logged my son, it was all so obvious and straightforward. Not sure what happened this cycle.
I can only imagine how hard it is to remain positive, but try not to lose hope, my friend just had her 2nd daughter at 45 and her first was at 40, I believe there were several losses in-between but she has her rainbow- we are all right with you and with all of us praying hard for you, I believe your rainbow will come! We’re right behind you.
For reference on this messy cycle - there are 2 days I possibly O’d I only tracked through EWCM so I don’t fully know which day it was, I’ll add the symptoms below:
CD1 27/1/23 - AF (4days)
CD5 31/1/23 - Spotting
CD8 3/2/23 - BD Night - 6DBO
CD9 4/2/23 - BD Night - 5DBO
CD10 5/2/23 - 4DBO - bubbling, dull cramp
CD11 6/2/23 - 3DBO- BD Night - Nausea
CD12 7/2/23 - 2DBO - dull ache through night, nausea
CD13 8/2/23 - 1DBO - Nausea, bubbling, EWCM, Poss O
CD14 9/2/23 - Poss O/1DPO, frequent urination, bubbling morning and night, nausea on/off, dull cramps night, EWCM
CD15 10/2/23 - 1DPO/2DPO - dull cramps afternoon, bubbling feeling in uterus Creamy CM
CD16 11/2/23 - 2DPO/3DPO - cramps in morning, Creamy CM
CD17 12/2/23 - 3DPO/4DPO - bubbling, fluttering feeling - frequent urination, cramps through day
CD18 13/2/23 - 4DPO/5DPO - full/heavy feeling, cramps in AM, sickly feeling evening
CD19 14/2/23 - 5DPO/6DPO - sickly feeling, creamy cm, cramps eve, pulling sensations (BFN Acutest)
CD20 15/2/23 - 6DPO/7DPO - dull aches, pulling/tight feeling, creamy CM, sickly feeling not nausea. No symptoms in evening (BFN FRER)
CD21 16/2/23 - 7DPO/8DPO cramps, creamy CM, sickly feeling not nausea. (BFN Acutest)
CD22 17/2/23 - 8DPO/9DPO dull cramps, mild stabbing not painful, sticky/creamy CM, sickly feeling not nausea
CD23 18/2/23 - 9DPO/10DPO sticky/creamy CM,
Sickly in morning and evening, mild cramps, soft pinching feeling, achy hips morning (BFN Clearblue Early)
CD24 19/2/23 - 10DPO/11DPO - BFN - sickly in AM, achy hips, O pain (pinch) couple seconds - no cramps, dry cm
CD25 20/2/23 - 11DPO/12DPO dry CM, PMS cramps in AM, (BFN Clearblue Early)
CD26 21/2/23 - 12DPO/13DPO - sickly AM, woke at 4am, tender side BB, PMS Cramps (BFN Accutest 25miu/ml)
CD27 22/2/23 - 13DPO/14DPO - Cold & Sore throat in morning, felt hot and unwell, PMS cramps, felt off / sickly after dinner, bloating, tender bbs, dry CM, cervix stabbing pain few seconds(faint BFP Clearblue)
CD28 23/2/23 - 14DPO/15DPO sickly in AM - sickly through day on/off, tender bbs, cramps (BFP Clearblue & Digital)