Feeling Down

[ces2008]

Hi all. Its been a little while since I've posted, and this is a random rant. Sorry.

I've been TTC since June 2011, so 26 months or so. I'm working on losing some weight before they will start Femara. So, we've just been trying naturally the past cycle or 2.

I'm just starting to feel down . One coworker was due to have her baby over the weekend, havn't heard if she did or not. Another one is due with her 5th in a week or 2. And a friend who struggled with Infertility is due any day now. I'm happy for them, but it makes me sad too! It hurts to see other people get the one thing I want more then anything. I cant stop crying!

Well, just left, so here goes another cycle. Hoping to finally get our
Gotta get to ! Fingers crossed!

So sorry for this rant. Just needed to get it out! Hope you all get your Lots and lots of

Hope things are going well for everyone!!!

 

[uwa_amanda]

I completely understand how you feel. My husband and I are no longer trying but that definitely doesn't mean the pain instantly goes away! to you sweetie! I hope you get your long awaited and much deserved

 

[ces2008]

Thank you so much! Your kind words helped alot! Im sorry to hear you have stopped TTC. I wish you all the best as you move forward!

 

[uwa_amanda]

Thank you so much! Your kind words helped alot! Im sorry to hear you have stopped TTC. I wish you all the best as you move forward!

I am glad to know that I made you feel better! I don't really post much but I saw your post and felt like I needed to offer you an encouraging word. I definitely know how you feel. PM me if you ever need to talk.

 

[DAISYPRENCESS]

I also feel down every day. I have a long story with my husband but the last thing that happened to us just two cycles ago was a chemical pregnancy. I can't stop thinking about it.

I hope all people in the world who want a baby to have it. There is nothing more precious than a child.

Good luck!!!

 

[grassgreener]

Hello. I am right there with you! We got married in. June 2011 and have also
been trying since then. I also have unexplained infertility.
I got pregnant in January this year and found out it was a missed miscarriage in February. To get your hopes up like that and have them crushed is devastating. I was due in September and honestly believed it would be easier to get pregnant after I had been pregnant before. It isn't.
Next month I am away so won't be getting a BFP during August. Which means I will get to my due date with nothing to look forward to.
I totally understand how you feel and it's good to have a rant sometimes. It's well deserved.

 

[Myshelsong]

Hey Ces, I am right there with you. Been trying since June 2011 when we got married as well. Get it out, TTC is the worst! I haven't had fun doing this in over a year which sucks even worse than it sounds as we all know.

We have decided if this doesnt happen this month I will just stop trying until my FS appointment in who knows when. They said could take up to 9 months ... which is horrible. Maybe if I lose weight this will be easier. Need to get healthier, thats what I keep telling myself anyways.

You are not alone and hope that you feel better!

 

[ces2008]

Thank you all! This helped me so much! Im around if anyone needs to talk. You can PM me! I B&B because its nice to have people to talk to, support, get support from who actually know how Im feeling!

 

[pbl_ge]

I think we all have those down days. For me, I've definitely noticed that those periods tend to fade if I let them, and I'll start to feel more optimistic again. Of course, working towards treatment goals and new interventions often helps with the PMA.

In the meantime, Ace looks like an awesome dog!

 

[ces2008]

Thanks. Ace is a wonderful dog.He is def my baby!