Well ... I'm 10w1d. I had a horrible bleed over the weekend which landed me in the hospital on Sunday. They found nothing wrong so they sent me home and told me to follow up with my OB within 48 hours. I went the next day to my OB and they did their own ultrasound and found that part of my placenta is laying over my cervix which is probably what caused the bleeding. They told me to be on modified bedrest until my ultrasound on May 3rd. I'm frustrated, irritated, sad, and worried. I've been having cramps off and on. I'm still seeing my acupuncturist and that's supposed to be able to help with moving the placenta up. I'm trying to be on bed rest as much as possible and I'm doing pretty good but I miss my kids and I feel like a horrible mom that I'm not able to do as many thing with them as I'm used to.
I know they can't formally diagnose placenta previa until later in pregnancy but I'm so so freaked out about the potential complications of this all. And it's making me nervous that I won't know when I can be off of bedrest until it happens. The unknown is just driving me nuts. I could be on bedrest for only 2 weeks until my next ultrasound or I could be on bedrest for my entire pregnancy. I'm just so so disappointed.
I keep asking myself why none of this baby business can be easy for me. It takes me forever to get pregnant, then I get pregnant and it's like chaos. I also keep asking myself why this happened with my singleton which was supposed to be an easier pregnancy than my twins. I'm just really let down right now. Trying to rest and hope for the best.