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[sunshine2014]

Twins.

Unbelievable.


Been a tough 2015 so far. Wish I could hit the restart button. Take 2.

DH wants to wait a cycle. He is really adamant about testing and finding out what's wrong. He says it's irresponsible to not wait for testing. I understand. But I'm stubborn and don't feel like showing him that lol. I told him I'd just get him drunk and see what happens

Way to go ajarvis for the run. I'm going back to the gym tomorrow and I CANT wait. Also have my ultrasound to make sure all is well and clear. My parents have also decided to take me to Florida in a week or two for a regroup and recharge week. Yay!

Hope you all are lovely today.

 

[steph.]

Hi ladies, got my first ever bfp on Monday (a super squinter) was a proper bfp by weds but then started getting lighter and ended up bfn yesterday af just started which in a way I'm relieved as it means I can move on and start trying again. Sorry for all your losses, life really sucks sometimes!

Glad to see you over here babylove! From your ticker I can see we've been ttc for the same amount of time....feels likes forever!


Mummy2o that's really unfair to send you to the same place as the people who had live births. I worked briefly in obstetrics (only about 6 weeks) but the few people that had stillbilths/late miscarriages would give birth in the birth suite but then would either be sent to the gynaecology ward (as opposed to the obstetrics) or a general medical ward. I never thought what happened to them at the 6 week check up, but sending you to the same clinic as everyone else just seems really unthoughtful.

Sunshine I'm so sorry, that must have been really hard. I think it's a good idea to take a break from FB. Try not to think about anyone else or compare yourself to anyone else. Just focus on your specialist appointment in a few weeks and believe that everything will work out.

 

[steph.]

Oops typed before I could see the above post. TWINS?!?!?! Are you freaking kidding me???

 

[sunshine2014]

Right?????????????? First try. Twins.

but you're right. Focusing on my next steps and just believing.

 

[Babylove100]

Morning ladies. Feeling a bit down today. Af has gotten heavier and I have the doctors tonight to explain what happened. I'd really much rather just spend the day feeling sorry for myself instead of putting on a smile to the world and pretending all is ok. Sorry, don't mean to be down, I thought I was okayish yesterday but today is a new day and a new pity party

Hope everyone else is doing ok.x

 

[mummy2o]

I'm sorry for your loss babylove. Your welcome here all the same. I hope you get a BFP soon.

Sunshine I don't blame you having a break. I'm in the same boat, for different reasons. Just take care of yourself and enjoy time with DH.

 

[mummy2o]

That's totally ok babylove. We all have days like that. Its been nearly 4 weeks since I've given birth to my son (late miscarriage) and even now I get bad days. Thursday was terrible, then I did look at his photo's for the first time and someone phoned me for funeral arrangements. Then I had some random spotting so thought the miscarriage wasn't over so I was pissed of with that. Its hard when all we want is the babies we've lost.

 

[Babylove100]

I'm so sorry mummy2o. My SIL went through the same thing and it's utterly heartbreaking.xx

 

[steph.]

Babylove I get days when I feel ok and really positive, and then days when I feel really sorry for myself and really frustrated that there is nothing I can do about it.

Mummy2o that must have been hard to look at his pictures for the first time, big hugs xxx

 

[CelticNiamh]

awe sunshine. I feel for you. It's always a good idea to take a facebook break. I hope you feel better soon!

Niamh that sounds awful! That poor girl!

I had a big temp spike this morning. Hoping it stays that way and means I o'd cause then I can expect a period in a couple weeks and actually start trying in February! We did pull out on the last BD that would have been close to O so should have successfully avoided this month lol.

Got my 18KM run in this morning. Relaxing on the couch watching the packers play. Pretty good Sunday here! Hope you ladies have a good one

So had a quick look at your chart and noticed the BD is noted were all of those safe ones as in you were careful cause I have gotten pregnant with BD 5 days before ovulation before it does look like you have ovulated my temps are weird LOL

Right?????????????? First try. Twins.

but you're right. Focusing on my next steps and just believing.

Twins the lucky duck I wish her well but wow she is so lucky and they say we are more fertile after a MC and inclined to get pregnant with twins as well so you never know FX

Morning ladies. Feeling a bit down today. Af has gotten heavier and I have the doctors tonight to explain what happened. I'd really much rather just spend the day feeling sorry for myself instead of putting on a smile to the world and pretending all is ok. Sorry, don't mean to be down, I thought I was okayish yesterday but today is a new day and a new pity party

Hope everyone else is doing ok.x

Hey Babylove it is very normal to have bad days good luck at the doctor this evening

 

[sunshine2014]

So sorry babylove, that must have been extremely difficult. I'm learning that those words don't mean much unless you've gone through it and can relate. But I hope you know I feel for your pain and loss.

I was up all night with excruciating cramps. I'm glad I have my ultrasound today to make sure all is okay. Yesterday I had brown blood and no cramps. Today I have red and cramps. I'm hoping it's just that I was silly and did some exercises yesterday (sit ups, legs ups etc.), and was probably too soon. So I'll scratch the gym today.

I talked to DH yesterday about waiting for testing. I'm stubborn and he usually just lets me be once I've made my mind up. But we had a bit of a disagreement on it, and I realized if would be irresponsible to TTC before testing. I don't want to put him through that again either if we can prevent. So it looks like I won't be trying until February at the earliest. Hopefully it doesn't take 6 weeks for af to come.

How is everyone feeling today? I can't keep track of where everyone is but I feel like some should be around O or the tww?

 

[CelticNiamh]

Sunshine let us know how the doctor goes today and it wont be long before February is here

I though maybe I had signs of OV but not sure and normally I know 100% I know your body changes after pregnancy

after my son I noticed sore boobs and ewcm and then ovulation pain and sometimes it was very painful then the sore boobs would go and then the wait for AF these were all new symptoms for me never had them before. it will be interesting to see what my body does now but do not think I am in the TWW or anywhere near it to be honest LOL I would not really trust my temps either this cycle as I started them to late

 

[sunshine2014]

I should start temping again as well Niamh. I know, it's so confusing isn't it? Our bodies. Before my first mc I had 28 day cycles. Never late. No pms. I had it easy lol. After mc they went to 23 days and I had the worst af pains. It was tough to figure out when I O'd with the shorter cycle and I'm sure that's what postponed it so long. Now I'm wondering what I will have now :S always a learning curve lol

 

[ajarvis]

awe sunshine. I feel for you. It's always a good idea to take a facebook break. I hope you feel better soon!

Niamh that sounds awful! That poor girl!

I had a big temp spike this morning. Hoping it stays that way and means I o'd cause then I can expect a period in a couple weeks and actually start trying in February! We did pull out on the last BD that would have been close to O so should have successfully avoided this month lol.

Got my 18KM run in this morning. Relaxing on the couch watching the packers play. Pretty good Sunday here! Hope you ladies have a good one

So had a quick look at your chart and noticed the BD is noted were all of those safe ones as in you were careful cause I have gotten pregnant with BD 5 days before ovulation before it does look like you have ovulated my temps are weird LOL

Right?????????????? First try. Twins.

but you're right. Focusing on my next steps and just believing.

Twins the lucky duck I wish her well but wow she is so lucky and they say we are more fertile after a MC and inclined to get pregnant with twins as well so you never know FX

Morning ladies. Feeling a bit down today. Af has gotten heavier and I have the doctors tonight to explain what happened. I'd really much rather just spend the day feeling sorry for myself instead of putting on a smile to the world and pretending all is ok. Sorry, don't mean to be down, I thought I was okayish yesterday but today is a new day and a new pity party

Hope everyone else is doing ok.x

Hey Babylove it is very normal to have bad days good luck at the doctor this evening

Ummmm. No lol. But the closest one was. BUT my temp this morning went back down to 36.41 so not sure if that was a false reading then?

 

[wantingagirl]

For anyone not on the fb group I have a d&c for tomorrow morning

I have a retained placenta that's why I've been feeling so crap and my tests are dark xx

 

[Babylove100]

For anyone not on the fb group I have a d&c for tomorrow morning

I have a retained placenta that's why I've been feeling so crap and my tests are dark xx

Ah so sorry wanting thinking of you and hope you start to feel better soon.xx

 

[wantingagirl]

For anyone not on the fb group I have a d&c for tomorrow morning

I have a retained placenta that's why I've been feeling so crap and my tests are dark xx

Ah so sorry wanting thinking of you and hope you start to feel better soon.xx

Thanks Hun - I will just be glad to get it over with tomorrow but hope it isn't too sore after and successful with no complications xx

 

[sunshine2014]

AND....I also need to have a d&c.

It's taking everything in my right now to not have a freakout/ cursing never ending session. WTH. I went in today to see what was up, and they didn't tell me anything except I need to have a d&c. I'm SO frustrated. I should have just had it in the first place. I went through that excrutiating pain and trauma for nothing at all.

Wanting, trust me...the d&c is way better. I left my last one with NO pain whatsoever, and only minor bleeding for a day. I was grocery shopping both the day of (probably due to meds) and the next day I had guests over. I am ONLY doing the d&C from now on.

I'm still annoyed that I went through all that only to end up back at square one. Can I seriously catch a break now?!

 

[sunshine2014]

For anyone not on the fb group I have a d&c for tomorrow morning

I have a retained placenta that's why I've been feeling so crap and my tests are dark xx

I'm so sorry to hear this, but having been through the d&C and knowing how easy it is...I'm happy that we get to move forward this week. It will be one step closer. I wonder if I also had a retained placenta? Did they tell you much about it? They didn't tell me what the product was this time, so I have no idea.

 

[NDH]

I'm so sorry you both ended up needeing a d&c after all that