first cycle actively trying (June 2015)

[Velathria]

Hopefully those 1.5 weeks were enough and it sticks ^^ you never know ^^ fx it's a sticky bean

 

[gina236]

Keeping my FX for you les!! I know what it's like to not be excited when you get that bfp. It's really terrible to have that excitement taken away by previous loss but I have my FX and really hope this is your rainbow baby. Hoping 1.5 weeks is enough for it to be in your system and working.

 

[Jezika]

Keeping my fingers crossed for you too Les! Keep us posted!

 

[Velathria]

Let us know how its going les hopefully you'll have good news to tell us ^^

As for me, I feel like i'm out this month. My temps were nice and high the last three days and then this morning it just went really low. Although we got a new mattress.. Can something like that screw up the temp? Also fell asleep pretty late last night. But in general the exhaustion is gone and my bbs aren't as tender anymore.. i think AF is on her way and also been having AF like cramps so pretty sure this Cycle was a bust.. How is everyone else?

Jez- Not much longer and you get to see your little baby ^^ are you excited? Got everything ready?

 

[lesondemavie]

Thanks vel, gina, and jez. I called the RE this morning and we're going to start betas tomorrow to monitor my hcg, progesterone, and estrogen. RE will call me tomorrow night with the results. My P was at 14 on Thursday but should be over 20 now that I'm pregnant. If it's low, they will up my dose. I guess the hope is that P and E I'm taking will help even if my thyroid isn't quite right just yet. I can't explain it, but so far I have a good feeling about this one. Fingers crossed!

 

[lesondemavie]

Progesterone up at 26 and hcg shows I'm preggers! My estrogen is still low so upping the dose of that. Makes me nervous since my aunt has the gene for breast cancer, but for now whatever it takes

 

[Velathria]

Yay let's hope everything goes well. ^^ so took a hpt yesterday and it was a bfp ^^ but I'm worried and it's still super super faint. And today I took another and it's fainter then the one from yesterday... so don't know what to expect. I'm still scared that it's nothing.
Also I don't know about the bfp yesterday because after I peed on it we had to leave the house quick and then I saw it when we came home. So could it be an evap?

 

[lesondemavie]

Exciting vel! Yea the one from yesterday could be evap if you didn't check it in the testing window, but if there's still a line today maybe not. Are you using ICs or frers?

 

[Velathria]

It's a Tesco own brand. But I read they are supposed to be super sensitive. And my cb is screwed. They were broke before I could even pee on it. No control line came up but the negative line came so was weird. Yeah the line is still here today and actually darker. and it's the Same color as the control line. Aren't evaps grey or colorless? Sadly can't get frer here at all.

 

[lesondemavie]

Oh if it's the same color as control that's not faint at all. Congrats!

 

[gina236]

Vel post a pic!! So hoping this is it!! FX!!

Les, so glad you have your doctor monitoring your levels and adjusting accordingly. FX everything works out and you get your rainbow ❤

 

[Velathria]

It is good right? Waah I'm so nervous. I'm gonna wait another day or two and test again. By then I should get a decent line. ^^ maybe we'll be bump buddies ^^

 

[Velathria]

I did post the pic? Can you see it? Or is it not working?

 

[lesondemavie]

No photo over here vel

 

[Velathria]

Weird must've not Been posted because my phone turned off. Lol hopefully it works now

 

[gina236]

Worked that time! That's a weird line. It looks dark but only the very edge. Is that dry? I know my ovulation tests do that when they are dry. Eeek I really hope this is it Vel! That's way easier to see than last month's!

 

[Velathria]

Yeah that's dry. ^^ oh god I so hope but it's so weird not feeling that extreme excitement anymore from a bfp. I feel like its not confirmed until we are out of the danger zone. I think last month might have been a chemical cause the line was so faint and I was so late with AF. It probably couldn't stick again. Just hoping this isn't another CP. My boobs are still sensitive and I am very tired but nothing much. My temps are staying pretty high so that's good but I still have two more days till AF is due. So I am gonna see if I can get a FRER from anywhere. Hopefully this is it.. I so want this.

 

[lesondemavie]

How are you doing vel. Agreed the line is a bit odd. Is that the one you didn't look at until later? Still kmfx for you.

My beta went from 106 to 318 in 48 hours. 4 weeks tomorrow. All is looking good so far. Really feel like this is my rainbow.

 

[Velathria]

Les that's great ^^ I really hope this is it for you. Wish you a healthy and successful pregnancy ^^

AFM I think the test was an evap because I started spotting this morning so I think AF is going to come. Stupid false positives. Bought a bunch of pink dye tests yesterday so hopefully next time I test I won't get an evap. It's just so disapointing. I hate it. The only thing I am pretty happy about it is that it seems like my body has normal cycles again. The perfect ovulation on CD 14 and a 14 day luteal phase and 28 day cycles. ^^ so hopefully this means my bfp is coming soon. I don't want to try for another year if it takes long again I'm gonna go to the doctor again. Sadly we were going to have an appt at a fertility doctor in June but then I got pregnant so we thought everything was fine and now I wish we still would've gone. We waited 4 months for that appt. Actually I might wait another month now and if it doesn't work I'm gonna get the ball rolling on the fertility doc again hopefully we'll have an appointment in a few months then

But lots of luck to you les. I'm so happy for you girl let us know how it progresses.

 

[lesondemavie]

Sorry about the evap vel xxx. I highly recommend a specialist. I'm getting such good care. It helped/helps so much that she cares about helping us get AND stay pregnant. I'm lucky but she found my problem in less than a week, and just 2.5 weeks after first meeting with her here I am.