first cycle actively trying (June 2015)

[Velathria]

maybe pre Shedding? thats like me before my period.. i always have brown, dried blood before my AF... so just keeping an eye out for that this time... Should happen the day after tomorrow... i really want to test but i'm only 10 dpo and i think that be a longshot of getting a BFP.

 

[gina236]

If you have a FRER it would be possible but it's definitely a long shot. I spot before af too but this isn't true spotting. It's like I check my cervix and the cm on my finger looks normal but when I wipe it on toilet paper it has a brown tinge to it instead of being white or clear. Just odd. But because I had it last month I'm not taking it as a pregnancy symptom. I hope the spotting doesn't start for you!

 

[Velathria]

me too... i just really dont know this month.. the tiredness isn't that strong anymore... but weirdly my boobs arent as sore this month... they are usually worse..
What annoys me is that i can't trust my body.. Every month i get a new symptom and think "yay i'm pregnant" and then AF comes and realize its just another thing my body started before AF...

The back pain and tiredness could be just another PMS thing...

Having a bit of a negative day i think.

 

[gina236]

I find that too. Like last month I felt terrible all TWW. Nausea all the time and everything. And I had a normal 28 day cycle so it's not even like it was a chemical. I have no idea why I felt so crappy. And I feel like every month I feel tired and run down. Last night I passed out watching tv while dh was at work. Could not keep my eyes open. But that seems to happen every month with no baby. I just don't trust any symptoms anymore.

 

[Velathria]

yeah exactly.. its annoying that we can't even read our own body and know for sure that we are... Just makes the TWW even worse.


Although maybe because this month i dont feel like i am .. i might be XD if that makes sense.

 

[gina236]

It's possible. That would be such a great surprise. I wish I could just surprise myself with a bfp and not symptom spot or anything. Ttc takes over your life so easy. It's such a cruel joke the world plays. When your young you are told you have sex and you'll get pregnant. Then when you want a baby it's damn near impossible.

 

[Velathria]

i know right? its ridiculous... they say be careful because you can get pregnant anytime... and then when you want to they tell you, you only have a chance of 20% every month to get pregnant... so unfair.

 

[lesondemavie]

Mind if I hop in? Going to start testing on the 15th, but probably won't really know until the 18th. Hoping this next week zooms by!

I've been better about not symptom spotting, but it's tough. Once I accepted that our bodies basically act like we're pregnant until the little bean takes over or the egg breaks down, it was a lot easier.

I also hate that this thing I've spent so many years preventing now isn't as easy as it seemed. It's like well what was I doing all those years then sheesh!

Feeling hopeful again this cycle, but doing my best to keep it in check. Hopefully we all fall into that 20% this round!

 

[Velathria]

Hey there lesondemavie. Welcome to our little group
Oh so you test a day after us hope you get a bfp.

Lots of baby dust

Yeah 20% seems so low doesn't it? XD

 

[gina236]

Welcome! I love when everyone is testing around the same time! FX and baby dust to you!

 

[lesondemavie]

Hey there lesondemavie. Welcome to our little group
Oh so you test a day after us hope you get a bfp.

Lots of baby dust

Yeah 20% seems so low doesn't it? XD

That's a solid F. The human reproductive system gets an F!...and yet here we all are . Keeping faith that it will work one of these cycles.

 

[Velathria]

I just wanted to test but bf thinks it's a bad idea.. and that it will probably be a bfn anyway.

Let him talk me into not doing it yet and waiting till Saturday. Lol it's kinda my fault. I told him at the beginning of tww that under no circumstances should he let me test early... and now I do and he immediately reminds me of what I said.

 

[Velathria]

Hey there lesondemavie. Welcome to our little group
Oh so you test a day after us hope you get a bfp.

Lots of baby dust

Yeah 20% seems so low doesn't it? XD

That's a solid F. The human reproductive system gets an F!...and yet here we all are . Keeping faith that it will work one of these cycles.

I agree 100%!! It's a bunch of bs...

 

[gina236]

Lol my hubby is the same way. That's why I do it when he isn't around I have been tweaking the pics of the test I took last night and I swear there is now a line. Such bad line eye

 

[Velathria]

Let us see. I love looking for lines xD yeah I am thinking about maybe testing tomorrow morning just for fun

 

[gina236]

I know there isn't really anything there but I swear when I move the screen something catches my eye

 

[Velathria]

Well I used a few effects and I think I see something too.. or maybe we both have line eye xD

 

[gina236]

Ahh it's probably line eye but I'm excited you can see something too!!

 

[lesondemavie]

Oh man, I'm the worst with those photos. I never see a line and everyone else seems to! I'll probably miss my first + if it's faint when that happens for us! I wonder if line eyes falls along pessimist/realist/optimist lines .

 

[Velathria]

Hahahah well it just seemed like a very very faint line so maybe it is one. I looked at it in negative and was sure i saw another lit up line...

Lesondemavie you'll still see it. I think it's different when you have your own on hand xD