first cycle actively trying (June 2015)

[gina236]

Dont worry hun i never used to see them either. Now i just have looked at so many that i think i make them up in my head lol. So I couldn't stop thinking about that Phantom line so I took another this morning I still swear there is something there but at the same time I'm starting to lose hope. My boobs are extremely full and sore and looking back at non pregnant cycles this is exactly when they started to hurt for AF. Hoping it's just a coincidence but idk.

 

[Velathria]

Mmmh well when I squint I am thinking I see one but you never know... we could both just have line-eye xD

Oh I don't know about me either... feel like my AF is about to start ... I keep having alot of AF cramps.

 

[gina236]

Af like cramps are common in early pregnancy, of course.. it's so hard to know. I was so confident until my boobs starts hurting. They are really full which doesn't always happen but it has before so idk. My frers better hurry up and get to my house. Lol

 

[Velathria]

Well no spotting yet so that's a good sign lol... oh I don't know anymore...
I hope they arrive soon I really hope breast fullness and all that is a sign that you are... you Def deserve it.

 

[gina236]

Thanks! No spotting is good! Keep that away!! Hoping you get that bfp. If I don't at least one of us needs to! Lol.

 

[Velathria]

I wish xD it's true though. We still have Sophiedaphne to rely on if not xD

 

[gina236]

True! Lol. We need at least one!! 3 more days until true testing. I feel I will officially be obsessing until then lol.

 

[Velathria]

I think I'm gonna test today... I want to so bad. It's only 3 days before... maybe I'll see something on my test already or not...

I just want to test. Lol even though I feel like the witch is coming. Weirdly though my bbs are usually very sore by now and they haven't really been that sore...

 

[gina236]

I will not talk you out of it

 

[Velathria]

Hahaha just have to hold my pee long enough. Which is hard. Cause when I have to go. . I Have to go. XD the joys of being a mom. XD no bladder control

 

[gina236]

Haha that's the part I always find the hardest. That's why I try to use fmu. Other than that I only get like a 2 hr hold.

 

[Velathria]

Fmu is so hard for me because by then I have to get my son ready for playschool and you have no privacy on the toilette xD

 

[Velathria]

My bf doesn't work much either because he is an engineer and he is self employed so he only has to work a few jobs and is set for the year. So he is home alot xD like I said he reminds me of what I said to him at the beginning of tww. Lol I guess he does do it though because he doesn't like seeing me sad. . So he worries about me.

 

[gina236]

That's understandable. But it's so hard not to test early. I just looked at my chart and realized I have marked tender breasts almost every day since ovulation. Bahaha. It's just yesterday they got super full and achey. Before they just kinda hurt to touch. So maybe it is more of a pregnancy symptom not an AF one. Man I hope so! Saturday can't come soon enough!!

 

[Velathria]

Hahahaha so true... I second that. Saturday needs to hurry.. although I am atleast distracted tomorrow. It's my son's birthday so atleast I'll be busy and then it's only Friday and Saturday I will know if af arrives or not.

 

[gina236]

Awe well that will be a great distraction.

 

[Velathria]

Yeah was just baking a cake for tomorrow. He is turning 4.. and I can't wait to have him have a sibling.. he is so wonderful with babies... it's so wonderful. And I dont want too much of a age gap between them.

 

[gina236]

A sibling would be so great. My little brother was born when I was 5. I used to tell my mom he was my baby not hers. I'd take care of him and change his diaper and everything. It's great when they can help out but not so old that there is a huge age gap.

 

[Velathria]

Hahaha nice exactly. That's why it's such a good time. He is big enough to help out mommy and also he is getting more and more independant... i aways said that I want the one child to be out of diapers before the next one comes. So that worked out

 

[Velathria]

Alright I tested and it was a horrible negative... oh well.. could be too early.