first cycle actively trying (June 2015)

[Velathria]

Oh suddenly it worked lol sorry. Wow those cakes all look amazing. ^^ now I want to bake one too.
Beautiful picture ^^ I wish I were there right now. Rather have sun and desert then rain and dreary.

 

[gina236]

Hi everyone. Oh those cakes look so yummy! My dad's party was great. He knew something was up but had no idea we got his brother and kids to make it down. My dad hasnt seen my uncle since my wedding almost 2 years ago so that was an awesome surprise for him. And I got to cuddle a 10 month old for a half hour or so while he slept on me tried to take him home but they weren't having it
I had a dream last night that I had a baby. Every dream like that it always has something to do with breastfeeding. It's so weird. I feel like I'm learning to breast feed through my dreams haha. Definitely weird.

Vel I wanted to say, I know it would be hard but you should try temping. You will probably still see a shift even with getting up at different times. I never get 4 hours of uninterrupted sleep because I'm a very light sleeper and it hasn't effected my temp. I have even woken up and hour before I temp to yell at the dog and just go back to bed and still have a normal temp. It's worth a shot just to confirm that you are O'ing.

How is everyone else doing this morning?

 

[wifeybby]

Your cake is beautiful, Les!! Omg!! I think mine looked better in person than in it's photo lol the perfectionist in me now can tell the top layer looks a bit bigger and other little imperfections; but hell. It was my first! It made it through a half hour drive to her house on that same plate so that's an accomplishment all of it's own lol I'd LOVE a slice of yours, Les. That looks so gorgeous!! The photo from Palm Springs looks flawless, I would love to be there right now. Lucky lady!

Glad your Dad's party went so well, Gina! He totally deserved it! I bet the look on his face all day melted your heart! 10 months is such a sweet age, I'd be all over that little guy lol baby fever has hits me so hard and quick. Glad you got a little fix in lol

The Provera is official back to kicking my butt at night like last time. Full blown hot flashes, waking up every couple of hours and being wide awake.. It sucks. Somehow today I have great energy and feel just fine. I'll be done with the Provera Friday, then wait for beloved AF and start popping those Clomid CD3. Feeling so positive and hopeful. Fraternal twins do run on my mothers side, no twins on my fathers side, so there is a chance! My oldest sister had fraternal twins through IVF - due to male factors but still. I think my odds are good, but like I said, I will be absolutely amazed to catch one egg, let alone multiple. I would be the happiest girl ever to have twins DH said he thinks it would be fun too, once they're in school LOL he said two is a bit intimidating! I'm just hoping to catch one, and if I get more than that -- awesome.

 

[gina236]

I have such a good feeling for you this month wifey! Really hope the clomid does the trick!

Snuggling my cousin was so nice. He was very weary of strangers so I waited until he was sleeping on my mom to get him lol. Just slowly transfered him and got to cuddle him until they had to leave. My dad's friends did bother me tho. Bugging us about having kids then saying to my mom she better soak up all the baby now because me and DH won't be having kids for a long time. (Basing it off the fact we have expensive hobbys, dh just bought a dirtbike yesterday) just wanted to scream, well actually we have been trying for a year, thanks for rubbing it in. Ugh. Never again will I ask anyone when they are having kids. I never realized how rude of a question it really is.

 

[lesondemavie]

It was a beautiful sunny weekend in the 80s in Palm Springs. Only time of the year that it's not over 100 and scorching out there. We did get some light mists, but with sun (my favorite). Today, however, we're dealing with Goliath. Might switch my calendar around so I can stay off the roads as much as possible today. Californians do not know how to drive in the rain, let alone a storm like this. First hail I've seen out here in ages, and my poor cat is hiding under the bed after some really loud thunder. Hope we get snow on the hills here in the canyon again. That would be wonderful

 

[Velathria]

Gina- I'm glad your dad had a good time at his party ^^ bet he was still spruced and happy ^^
I am actually gonna start temping. And do the digital opks. Then I might see if I am ovulating.
It's the same with the little 8 month old I got to cuddle with on the weekend xD it's like a fix we need. Like a drug xD I didnt want to give him up either
And I hate hate hate people that are like that. Seriously! Just f*** off already.

Wifey- I agree with gina. I have a good feeling about clomid for you ^^

AFM was at the doc today. Had blood taken and got checked out. Got a ultrasound referal at hospital. Dr. Said I might have a cyst on ovaries. Going to the hospital tomorrow to get the appt. For it and blood work will be done in two weeks.

I feel extremely relieved suddenly. It's just that I feel like it's going to happen now. ^^ doctor was amazing and so understanding. ^^

 

[Velathria]

Les- so jealous. Wish I were in cali right now. We lived in El paso when I was younger and visited cali a few times because my dad is from there. Beautiful state.

 

[gina236]

That's so great that you like your doctor and they are running tests for you! I still have to make an appointment. Ugh. I suck at remembering to do that. I have about 10 mins between the time I get home and the time they close to call and I ALWAYS forget. Maybe I'll remember today. But at the same time I might wait until after this month so I can say it's officially been a year.

Les that sounds so nice. Well the weekend at least lol. We are supposed to get into the 70s in CT this week. I can't wait! Is 40 today -_- definitely see lots of people getting sick this week with our crazy temp changes.

 

[Velathria]

I know gina. I was lucky that I got the appt. I usually always forget too.
^^ but believe me. When you finally go and they start doing tests. . You'll start feeling a bit closer to your baby.

Can't you call at work? Or it's not allowed?

Wow already a year. Oh god..time goes so fast.

 

[gina236]

I could call at work but I work in the same room with 3 other people and don't want them to overhear m asking for a ttc appointment haha. So my only option is go out to the jeep at lunch and call or wait until I get home and it's so cold out lately I don't want to go outside anymore than necessary haha.

 

[Velathria]

Lol oh ok. I get that then. At my old job we'd used to have these sound proof rooms so no one outside could hear anything. They were brilliant. Would be great if you had that lol. ^^

Hope you can call soon

 

[gina236]

I would love that! I hate talking on the phone when people are around and can hear. Thankfully I only have to talk to customers who want to pay by credit card so I only get about 3 or 4 calls a month.

 

[Velathria]

Lol that's good then. I put my pic up of my blue hair. Don't know if you can see it or if it worked. ^^ I love how it turned out

 

[Velathria]

Ok I forgot to attach before lol

 

[wifeybby]

That is stunning, Vel - you are so beautiful!! I absolutely LOVE the color, it really seems to fit you!! Really, it looks amazing! Ahh! Def worth the wait!! It's going to be fun to style for sure And not to be odd but you have killer eyelashes lol I wish mine were that long! Beautiful!! I think the snakebites would look great too, not a lot of ladies can pull that off but j totally think you could.

 

[Velathria]

Hahah thanks ^^ lol sadly not real lashes. tried some fake ones xD
Thank you though ^^ I'm really happy how it came out. ^^ just like the pic I showed her. My hairstylist is the best

I'll have to safe for the snakebites now lol. But can't wait to do those too ^^

 

[gina236]

Stunning vel!! Wifey is right, it totally suits you! You look gorgeous!

 

[Gagrlinpitt]

Joining in on the fun

 

[lesondemavie]

So pretty Vel. Love it!!!

Welcome gag!

 

[Velathria]

Thanks guys ^^ I am so happy with it. ^^

Welcome gag ^^ how you doing? Tell us a little about yourself ^^