I think those sticks get the best of most ladies : ). I think each step is a killer. When it's over and you look back at it the number of follicles doesn't mean anything unless you get eggs from them. Then the number of eggs doesn't mean anything unless they fertilize and become embryos then the number of embryos doesn't matter as long as one sticks then it doesn't matter if it sticks unless you get sticks that get darker then the sticks don't matter unless there's a good beta then the betas don't matter unless there is a heartbeat. Geesh I hope I didn't just make you as crazy as I am! All I'm saying is that there's a new stressor at every fork in the road.
Nope, not a chance of making me crazy, I've been crazy a very long time.
I see exactly the same hurdles at every stage (and even possible MC beyond the heartbeat and SIDS when they're born...), and I have braced myself (by being cautiously optimistic, and brutally honest with myself.)
I actually grow weary of explaining to people [the few that know] that this really isn't a done deal - far from it! My aunt actually told me that she thought that IVF was just about 100% and one of my good friends (who conceived the first month of trying) was virtually making baby shower plans as soon as she heard that we'd started.
I protect myself from disappointment by having very low expectations - prepare for the worst and (hope but not too hard) for the best.
Even with all that said, I am STILL waiting in line for the roller coaster because my greatest desire in life is to be a mother.
I appreciate you telling it how it is. Thanks.
(It actually reminds me of the "Best Friend's Guide to IVF" - I tried to copy a link but I'm too new a member to include a web link. Google pops it right up though.)
--> I'm allowed to post links now, so here it is: https://mommyinwaiting.wordpress.com/best-friends-guide-to-ivf/