I am just reading about the false negatives on this FRER style..just my luck!...seems like this cycle continues to be a ride. I am hoping this ride with all its ups and downs will conclude with a wonderful BFP. But at the same time, I am afraid of getting my hopes up for nothing.
I'm trying to find a moment of silence amidst the craziness to meditate and think (logically for once!) about what to do next. I am so afraid of another BFN. Maybe I'm hoping so hard that I am delaying my period for no good reason. Maybe I implanted late and today's wondfo test was in fact a BFP. I remember when I was younger I always had a feeling that having babies would be hard for me since my cycles were so irregular...here I am and let me tell you 16 y/o me, you were right! It is so much harder than what they set it out to be in health class. I feel unlike me. I think TTC is really getting the best of me. I've never desired something so intensely without the possibility of being able to do more to obtain it! I feel like I am being taught some kind of lesson, I'm just too involved with my hearts desires to listen.
I'm sorry about my rant! Thank you all for your support. I'm sure I'll have some kind of update sooner than later.