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[AndreaFlorida]

Awww goodluck sweetheart glad baby is doing good

 

[lilmackate]

Ordered some ic should get them tomorrow or Monday dh wasn't very careful this month which is so unlike him but he knows I'm cool with whatever so its not my problem but his lol anyway I am either 3 dpo or 1 dpo I'm not tracking because we aren't trying. I'm nervous though although I'm not closed off to more another right now is kinda scarey not to mention I may be thrown back into miscarriage town which sucks but I'm giving all of this to God if it happens and I have another well ok then if it doesn't that's fine too if I miscarry well that's not ok but I really cant become so devastated its not good for me or my babies I'm so afraid that a mc will set me up for more depression but I'm not going to think like that because I feel right now God is working in my life and whatever He wants will happen so giving it over.... in someways I want it to happen I think another child wouldn't be a big deal and in other ways I freak myself out lol I guess I have to wait and see..... any we aren't trying so its very unlikely I have to contimplate any of this but my mind has been spinning anyways.

 

[AndreaFlorida]

I think it'd be awesome if you got pregger again Katie YAY

 

[lilmackate]

Thanks sweetie I'm happy that life is starting to sort out for us.... so the future being unreadable isn't scarey to me... the possibilities are endless and I know either way we are ok.

What's your update sweetie? How are you holding up?

 

[lilmackate]

Yay my IC arrived!!!! They look different then the ones I've used before at least the package does!! SO FUN LET MY PEEING BEGIN well in a week or so

 

[xMissxZoiex]

Good luck Kate, Let the peeing commence!

 

[lilmackate]

Lol is it sad that I'm not sure that 20 would be enough rofl!

 

[AndreaFlorida]

LMAO I just bought 150 lmfao....yes IM FREAKIN NUTS ITS OK

 

[xMissxZoiex]

Kate, I don't think 20 will be enough you will be back online in a few days buying more lol!

 

[lilmackate]

That's a fact ladies! My gosh I forgot I once ordered 100 so this crape 20 for sure wont fly! I will have to just commit to two a day so two a day starting Saturday then that should be good.......lol yea right who the heck am I kidding lol
How are you Zoie?

 

[xMissxZoiex]

I'm OK, Well I'm still alive anyway. Not TTC anymore its proving harder than i though to keep my mind of it but I'm getting rid of all things baby/pregnancy/TTC related from my house so hoping that will help me come to terms with it. Its surprising how much stuff i have.

Sorry for the downer post lol, its why i don't really post as much as i used to, i dont want to bring anyone else down with me lol.

xx

 

[staceyj83]

Yay katie GL cant wait to see your test

 

[AndreaFlorida]

Zoie I completely feel your pain dear! I love ya though an maybe someday we will both get a surprise 3 months til your wedding

 

[xMissxZoiex]

I know!!, I'm starting to get nervous, im having nightmare that i show up to the wedding and no ones there and the venue says 'what wedding' we dont have a wedding booked today :S.

I'm going on depo soon, im just a little worried that i will have a continuous bleed as thats the opposite to what i want.

 

[AndreaFlorida]

Why are you going on that? I wouldn't...it can cause weight gain....Plus maybe some surprise may happen on your honey moon ya never can tell no stress it might happen faster than ya think Lots of prayers your way though its totally your decision I'm on BCPills for now til the next cycle starts at the FSpecialist gahhh I hate having to be on everyone elses cycle grrr....but this is our last try to...this coming month then we are gonna just let it go to "whatever happens" an forget it! No more TTC for us either and I made that clear to the fertility doc the other day! Lots of love your way as I know any decision isn't very easy as I'm in the same sort of boat. your way sweetheart

Don't be nervous you'll be beautiful and we better get a pic of you and your hunny on wedding day

 

[xMissxZoiex]

It doesn't look like we will be getting a honey moon lol our finances just wont stretch to it.

I'm going on depo to stop AF. I don't really care about weight gain or anything like that as long as i don't have to deal with AF, its a week long reminder that i have an empty belly and a empty heart.

 

[lilmackate]

I'm so sorry you ladies have had such a hard journey you are not a downer zoie that's what these forums are for...... prayers for you honey!

 

[xMissxZoiex]

Thanks Kate . I would hate for people to feel like they couldnt share good news here because they are cautious of my feelings .

Im of to bed now its 1am here :O, Good night x

 

[lilmackate]

Good night girlie

 

[alin3boys]

depo doesn't always stop your periods it did stop mine and totally mucked my body up when i came of it and took 6 years to concieve ds with help of clomid,my friend and sister went on depo and both bled continuesly all the time on it,bearing in mind each shot lasts 3 months and then needs to get out of your system.