Pretty- aww congrats on feeling those little kicks so exciting! Pretty that blanket is way cute well done you! Both my Nans let me down on Nannies that knit, so I have to buy my knitted blankets off eBay for my babies from better Nans than mine lol.. that's rubbish about the scan not telling u gender, our NHS 20w ones don't really like to say either, so I always pay for a private gender scan and love those as u get lots of pics, short video clips etc it's much more personal, would u consider that?
Gigs- oh no I'm so so sorry for BIL + SIL. I remember how excited you were when you told us the news. I really hope they have an easier journey ttc again when the time is right. I missed a few pages, so you've decided to home school? That's amazing I think I'd go insane! Lol kudos to you x Gigs I love the way you keep dropping your youbtube channel for more subscribes, I really want to buy you a car sticker with the link or something
Flueks-
just a hug, I'm so sorry to read about your cousin. Also haven't read all the pages but have you tried 'mam' bottles? I struggled with all my children going from breast to bottle until I found 'mam.' Now have successfully bottled fed when needed Ella and Theo using them. They both took to them straight away no problems. (I am still BFing but sometimes a few times a week I've just started giving Theo a bottle if I want to stuff him up for a shopping trip or something.) love the birthday pics! Girls look beautiful and cake looks amazing!
Shae- agree it sounds hormonal with your symptoms. I know everyone thinks I'm mad for avoiding contraception but this is why! I'm literally petrified of the stuff I hear nothing but negatives (weight gain, acne, hormones all over the show etc) and I hate the idea of something synthetic messing with my cycles I know that sounds mad?! That tracker sounds so cool though I'm gonna look into that! ..I'm so jealous you have your on personal on-tap doctor mum! She sounds amazing!
CB- you had both your tubes removed?! I didn't realise you'd had that done! Sorry about Hubby being a typical bloke. I really think it's a man thing not being great with babies and disinterested (I know there's the odd few exceptions) but most men I know are the same. When ever theo cries his dad says "babies crying" I always reply "you mean OUR son?" ... but he does have his strong points like being more athletic , doing swimming, the park etc with the older kids. And I'm happy to cuddle the babies all day! So it works sort of x
AFM- so something great happened. I finally moved Ella out of my room (in her cot.) and she’s now in a toddler bed in her sister daisys room! (Daisy has a mid sleeper, then Ella’s toddler bed is under there with little fairy lights and a reading corner.) she’s done 4 nights in there now I’m so pleased! Ok, my OPKs are still positive , cervix low, soft + open so I think now is my ‘real’ ovulation, which if it’s the case is great as I’ve avoided sex! So I’m safe. I know I should go on BC, but I’m petrified of the hormones, so much so I’ve only ever used BC once in my whole life when I was 18 and it lasted 3 months before I stopped. Definitely going to look into the watch Shae recommended though! - Theo turned 10 MONTHS the other day! How?! It’s flown by, and has cut 3 front teeth all at the same time. God I can’t tell you how much I love having a son though. He lights up everyday.
(Last photo of OPK done today. FF has now changed ovulation date to today, however I did have EWCM with my original + OPK last Friday so I’m confused.)