My hormones have kicked in more recently and all I want to do is be alone, no sex, no cuddling. Today Dh took us to a nearby park and left me completely alone with our 2 toddlers while he went fishing at the nearby lake a short walk away. "Over there," did not tell me his exact location in case I needed him. I was miserable and sweating profusely, I needed water, DS was whining non stop and dd was refusing to use the potty even though she had to go. I spent over 20 mins looking for dh while dragging 2 kids around by myself, and when I finally found him, all I could think about was kicking him in the nads repeatedly. I was so angry I wanted to scream and cry at the same time