twinklestar25
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So still back and forth to the baby front some days more against some more for, its torture. But Im relaxing for a couple of months as I wouldnt want a baby around Christmas/new yr and really need to focus on my uni course this month, so that rules these next couple of months out to ttc.
So its a couple more months to think about it and maybe try and see how I go moving on from it and then re-evaluate early may.
I seem to do well with moving on but then will question if its the right thing, ovulation is hard as that brings it to the front of my mind.
I think maybe Ive made my decision (no more babies) but I sometimes doubt if its the right one, if Im making a mistake. (But wild I feel that if I fell preg too, I dont know. But if I did I imagine it would be harder as once preg theres no going back!) its so easy to get sucked back into all the nice things about having a baby and then believe its deffinatley what I want.
Its hard to separate the head and heart.
So Im trying to think of ways to have something for me, that I can enjoy and focus on. Any ideas?
So its a couple more months to think about it and maybe try and see how I go moving on from it and then re-evaluate early may.
I seem to do well with moving on but then will question if its the right thing, ovulation is hard as that brings it to the front of my mind.
I think maybe Ive made my decision (no more babies) but I sometimes doubt if its the right one, if Im making a mistake. (But wild I feel that if I fell preg too, I dont know. But if I did I imagine it would be harder as once preg theres no going back!) its so easy to get sucked back into all the nice things about having a baby and then believe its deffinatley what I want.
Its hard to separate the head and heart.
So Im trying to think of ways to have something for me, that I can enjoy and focus on. Any ideas?