Chin up chicken made me laugh too, thanks, we all need to hear it sometimes when we start to feel sorry for ourselves.
This is such a tough thing, and some days are much worse than others. Everyone's words were so inspiring and also touching- this is a thread I needed to read today!
I've been trying to do what everyone else is doing- fun things with dh, enjoying my freedom, reminding myself of all of the things I do have, trying to keep in mind that I will be a mom one way or another and it's the not knowing how that is the really hard part.
I've also been trying to ask for support when I need it from friends. That's hard for so many reasons- one because this issue feels private, also because so many people around us don't know what it's like to go through this. But I've found that telling some people that I trust is helpful- even if they don't know exactly what to say. It makes me feel less isolated.