I have so much to be grateful for, two great kids, a roof over my head and a really great husband. But he works shift work and he's currently been off work for a few weeks and it's been AMAZING! I'm so jealous of people who have their partner home morning and night.
He goes back to work this Saturday and I can already feel myself getting stressed and sad. I just ate two cookies, which was made even more depressing by the fact that it didn't make me feel any better!
I don't find being a mother a breeze, I love it, but I find it very challenging. And sometimes I find it really hard when my DH isn't home three nights in a row to help with the bedtime routine and then he sleeps in the mornings while I get them ready for the day. I find these the hardest parts of each day, getting my son dressed is having an 18 course dinner...it takes fricken forever!
Really, I just needed to vent and wanted to write it down. Feel like I could burst into tears at any moment I just wish he didn't love his job so that I could ask him to get a regular job.
And apologies to anyone with their husband deployed, I know you have it a trillion times harder!
He goes back to work this Saturday and I can already feel myself getting stressed and sad. I just ate two cookies, which was made even more depressing by the fact that it didn't make me feel any better!
I don't find being a mother a breeze, I love it, but I find it very challenging. And sometimes I find it really hard when my DH isn't home three nights in a row to help with the bedtime routine and then he sleeps in the mornings while I get them ready for the day. I find these the hardest parts of each day, getting my son dressed is having an 18 course dinner...it takes fricken forever!
Really, I just needed to vent and wanted to write it down. Feel like I could burst into tears at any moment I just wish he didn't love his job so that I could ask him to get a regular job.
And apologies to anyone with their husband deployed, I know you have it a trillion times harder!