i just want to tell the man that i love that we are having a family. i can count my cycle and take my temp but the thing i want to do more than anything is tell him that we are having a baby. i never thought this process ( which is what it has turned into) would be so hard. 16 years ago i just fell pregnant and was unsure it was what i wanted now i want it so much. time changes us. 2 weeks of hope and 2weeks waiting. where has the fun gone?