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I hope that I will not be judged. I am 30 weeks pregnant with a much wanted child but my body is not responding well to the pregnancy. Symptoms are insomnia, acid reflux, unrelenting nausea and vomiting. I wanted this so much and now I am counting the days hours and minutes I have left. All my positivity seems to be draining away from me and I never wanted to be so negative at this what should be happy time. If I felt well, this would be so different. I wish I could just sleep the time away, but like I said I have terrible insomnia. I'm cranky, sleep deprived nauseas and can barely eat. The acid reflux really bothers me too. I feel so guilty that I am not happy. I hope I somehow snap out of this funk. Anyone else not so happy being pregnant? This is not how I dreamed this would be at all.