"impatiently waiting and complaining" IVF November/December/end of the year bumps

[Snowbunny]

Loch - I hope you are wrong! In a good way of course.

Sept - the girls are right, the symptoms often mimic each other so fingers crossed you aren't out.

HEY EOE!

 

[Kirs_t]

Thinking of you loch and sept xxx sending love for good news!

 

[Sandy83]

Good luck for today Sept, keeping my Fx'd for you xx

 

[septbride]

Thanks girls, I have my period so I can't imagine I will be pleasantly surprised, but will lyk.

 

[lochbride]

Are you full flow Sept? I've just been to the loo and wiped browny red so my positive 11dp3dt vibe has taken a dent. Sending you some love Mrs.

 

[Sandy83]

Ah Sept I'm so so sorry, i know its a very small chance but there is still a chance. When will you get the official results?

Loch when is your Beta? xx

 

[septbride]

Thanks, girls. Just got the call and it's negative. Probably going to take a break and then work out what to do regarding a third cycle.

Loch, I'm sorry you have some spotting -- here's hoping it's a false alarm in your case and tomorrow's beta goes well!

 

[lochbride]

Sept, I'm so so sorry xxx

 

[Afamilygal]

Good luck sept!!! I'll be thinking of you today!!!

L4- of COURSE I wanted to wish you well, I wish you all well, I care about all of you and want this for you guys. I know I can't have it, but I want you all to.

Loch- you too! Ive got my FX for you dear. night sweats can be pregnancy too. I know it is so hard not to draw parallels but its impossible to do, we cant know for sure until as L4 once said, the Beta lady sings!

Michelle- that is WONDERFUL news!!! I am so so happy for you and what a great beta! I'll bet that helps to ease your mind some right? Im sorry it took you so long to get here but I'm happy you stuck with it, you are strong and should be really proud of yourself.

We all should. This is the hardest thing I hope we will ever have to do, it requires constant hope and faith in ourselves which is so hard maintain, especially when we keep getting knocked down and have to pick ourselves back up again, time and time again.
We are all stronger women for what we have endured and we should all be really proud of our strength and determination. We may not be blessed with easy fertility like a lot of women but what we have is maybe more important, ours is learned and has grown us into who we are today.

I say to each and every one of you that we do have a gift, it is a seed that has been planted deep in our souls that reminds us to not let go, but to remember what is important, to have foresight, perspective and gratitude for the blessings in our lives. There are going to be days when its hard to find the way, when it is dark and the light evades us and we allow doubt to fill our hearts and empty our souls but more often than not we grow stronger and better every day.

We will all be mothers one day, I think in many ways we already are. even if we decide to live a child free life, we have all been taught the selfless love you can have for something you love so entirely that you cant imagine your life without it before you even have it. There is no shame is what we have gone through, in fact we should wear these burdens and pain like medals of honor, they are proof of our love and our resilience.

Geez... I really went off on one there. but its true. all of it. I believe in you guys.
xx

 

[Afamilygal]

aw shit. Im sorry sept!!! somehow in my posting I missed all of that!!! I'm not sure how I didnt see that... I might have been writing that post for 30 min...
Im really sorry friend. really so sorry.

I wish this were different for you, I really really do.

 

[michelle01]

Oh Sept I am sooo sooo sorry. Take the time you need; third time will be a charm for you too

Loch - When is your beta? A little brownish spotting isn't a bad thing; its old blood and could be from implantation. Keeping my FX'ed for you!

Hi Afam - Thanks hun! I think we will all get our BFP, just sucks it takes so many times to get there. You are VERY strong and you will be mom

Kirs - How are you doing/feeling?

Hope everyone else is good!

 

[lochbride]

It's tomorrow Michelle - I am absolutely bricking it!

 

[michelle01]

Loch - You are so brave for not caving and testing; I apparently had no self-control Good luck and I will be thinking about you!!!

 

[Afamilygal]

Good luck Loch!!!

and whoa awesome beta building Michelle!! yay!

 

[Kirs_t]

H girls,

Loch- good luck for your beta tomorrow! You are in my thoughts xxx

Sept - I am so so sorry it didn't work for you... I wish I could take your hurt away. The whole thing is just so bloody unfair.

Afam- how are you doing? There must be so much to process and so many questions to answer. I really can't wait to hear your bfp news and I know it's not so far awayxxx

Michelle- how are you feeling? When is your next beta?

L4 how's the TWW?

I'm doing ok.... Keep having nightmares about miscarriage.... But I am feeling sicker and sicker which is a great sign! My next blood test is Monday and less than 3 weeks now till our first scan xxx

How is everyone else doing?

 

[michelle01]

Kirs - Oh no on the nightmares; try to take it easy and relax! Hopefully after Monday's blood test you will feel at ease How many weeks are you now?

I am feeling OK; super super tired, like by 3pm all I can think about is when I get home to go to bed Other then that, just typical symptoms and I think some are due to the added progestrone - sore boobs, bloating, increased thirst and I have been sooo dizzy, like I feel like I have vertigo. My next beta is Tuesday and I will also get a scan that day. I will be thinking about you Monday!!!

 

[Snowbunny]

Aw, Sept, I am so sorry I really am. I know how devastating it is, but you will be a Mom some day.

Afam - what a beautiful post. You are so right in so many ways.

Michelle - nice beta!

Kirs - sorry you are feeling sick...that's just the little one in there trying to reassure his Mommy that everything is okay. I'll be thinking about you on Monday.

Loch - good luck tomorrow!!!

L4 - Are you poas yet? LOL! Just kidding.

AFM - I have to go back in tomorrow for bw. The u/s are done because my lining got to 8 (huge for me). I'm seriously hoping that I surge tomorrow so I can do a transfer on Monday....please, please, please...I don't want to have track marks on my arms!

 

[Snowbunny]

Hey Sandy! kchope! Anxious! Razco! Anyone else I missed.

 

[michelle01]

That is GREAT about your lining Snow I am hoping you get your ET Monday FX'ed for you!!!

 

[Anxiously]

Sept I'm so so sorry


Afam, I'm inspired by your post.

Snow, GL with the ET!