I found out yesterday that I was pregnant, I was on BC because we didn't want children yet. It now looks like I'm gonna be a single momma, and I'm totally devasted. I'm sitting here in tears because I love him so much. I'm not sure I can cope, I'm in a country away from family and friends, who don't know yet and I'm not sure how to tell them. It feels like everythings ruined, yet on the same token I'm happy to be a Momma. I'm just having trouble coping and need some moral support. I'm trying not to feel sorry for myself but I cannot help it.