xxHollaxx88
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My LO has short bowel syndrome, he has a colostomy bad and also other things. When his bag leaks and I change it it can be quite stressfull for him and while the bag is off and I'm cleaning it and getting the area ready for the new bag sometimes poo comes out of his stoma and I can't change the bag and If he's just eaten its even worse and takes me ages, its worse when he's cying too he doesn't like tho whole process. Anyways I'm there trying to do his bag and I'm getting so angry and frustrated and I'm looking at him and getting so angry espesh if the bag leaks straight away after I've done it and I've gotta do the whole thing again, but I feel so bad because I know its not his fault and he's been through a lot and hasn't left hospital since sept 09 when he was born and I feel like I'm the worst person ever getting angry. I don't get angry and take it out on him I just get angry and frustrated with what I'm doing.
Is it so wrong that I'm getting so frustrated and is there anybody else that sometimes gets frustrated with their child?x
Is it so wrong that I'm getting so frustrated and is there anybody else that sometimes gets frustrated with their child?x